The first thing I do when I get back home. I close all the curtains. And later, I think maybe I should move.
But I can't. She can still find Lewis and Colten even if I flee from here. She'll send those dangerous pictures to them anytime she wants. And what matters now is to do as she said for the time being. After this phrase, when she completely believes that I won't get close to Lewis again, she might stop watching me. And I can have Lewis back. Or...
He might has someone new by then.
How can I ever do that? Push him away? Dump him? Stop kidding. He's the last one I could ever dump.
But that's what I have to do now. To let go of him. Even just it'll only last for a phrase, it kills me just the same.