It's late at night and I'm ready to go to sleep but I cannot sleep. I was disturbed by what happened earlier. I don't know why. Maybe it's because first time a beggar called me a name but why she called me a that name? I didn't know her or even see her before.

I took a deep breath and frowned at the memory that Sav hadn't returned my cellphone yet. Damn him! I suddenly felt my middle thigh. I am sore! I can't move much because of the pain! It's good too and Nana Sena didn't notice it.

"Fuck you Sav! Damn you!" and pulled my hair. My life is such a mess. What has happened to me? Where's the jolly and happy go lucky Roxette back then? I feel like someone already owned me. That I have to limit my moves. That's because of what happened to us ! Nothing should change! I am me!

Why he's not home yet? Well, maybe he's with women --- All my thoughts gone when the door opened even though I locked it! I was able to sit up. Sav with his polo sleeves folded and open two buttons entered my room.