ill
holding this
clean and tell James about my intentions even whe
, I can't keep bear
d my husband has
more than any woman can ask for, I still want a child to rock in m
to talk about the insults and threats I have endured
! That
l with pure hate, and I shook my hea
y every thought in my mind and it took me a momen
nd planning your mother's
the cup from my hand to sip some coffee, I wasn't s
ce the day I held my best friend's bab
to you about' I say quickly before I have any
d or really bad news, but I keep a straight face unti
ll cap only covers a part of his brown hair which he hasn't cut in a while –
e he always
th deep concern in his eyes and I wished that the small world we had b
and continued quickly before
ld on to his hand which still clutched mine an
when he's upset, frustrated, tensed, every other time
test, this is something else' I paused to loo
id and watched his face slowly cloud with diff
but it kept slipping away and th
ced the kitchen which suddenly felt so tiny, remov
hing is for sure, whatever I was wai
idn't realize a heart could be br
sure mom has nothing to do with this? Talk to me Cam, talk to me plea
can't do that. No way' he said with finality and finally turned to face me. A
as he hiding so
hat what you think of me now?' I tried really hard to maintain my tone, but
e far end of the kitchen, his hair all falling to the
for years even when the doctors kept assuring them time and time again of their perfect health. Like I was crazy for wanti
he way I can't stand raising another man's child,
putting her first as always. Does he think I have al
t how I feel. Really?' My voice
woman, but she's still my mom a
very close relationship he had with his mother
ed out of the kitchen, my whole body
heard the front
ent now, I wish I had nev