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ng to feel l

around for the worst, a month of self loathing and waning hope, but nothi

up a couple of times and finally told me two weeks

new man – an Arabian in the oil bu

the most part I appreciate her absence, it was a relief to know I didn't

e me crazy, I need to talk to some

o mind at the thought

just one person, but for now I place a call to Helen – best frien

lls and messages as well. I still couldn't bring myself to tell anyo

ear the endless babbles of the twins befor

er knew I would feel all this while. The simple way she sa

lence and frequent disappear

stuck in my throat. Speechlessness have become a pa

ny longer. I cried – the second thing that was slowly becoming a part of me, I cried long and hard, and all the while she didn't interrupt me

finally mellowed down to a gentl

d into the phone and blew my nose into the

garden, holding hands and sharing things that had happened in the

this' I sobbed into her waiting s

e even treated you better in the first place, do you ever consider that?' s

death, when last have you even had fun?' I managed a weak smil

leave his sight and miss any important change, but

dark all this while and letting me take care of your god-children alone

he winked at me and got up to leave immediately before I c

e right no given my emotional sta

rk business and that place was definitely the

t, it was a standing enigma of it o

ould only be a vain effort, She never liked James

se checks his vitals. I waited to tell her I was going out for a

what must be surpris

James lightly on the lips and gathered

eutic and refreshing, the cool breeze that kissed ev

f nature and a wild friend like Helen who ke

nd to get two cones and some p

me relaxed and in a better mood that didn't in

just fo

nly sitting on the bed and shaking her head to every dress I chose, I f

a rele

r husband is still in coma an

will I do if an opportunity

oyal enough