Until then I hadn't found anything yet, that's what I thought at least, because in my opinion art was born only from suffering and I was so used to being alone that I hardly suffered from it.
it's not that no one wanted to approach me but rather me who avoided any rapprochement with anyone believe me the school is full of foxes even more devious than those found in a forest. But this year as it was my last in high school I decided to become a little more accessible, let my guard down a little and be a little nicer with others and it worked so well that we kept m ' invite to outings or parties, my mailbox was constantly crowded and my classmates were less afraid of the idea of coming to talk to me or even make faces at me What a girl in my class, Jeen, did not hesitate to do when she saw me staring at a boy in the class, whom she admitted to us a little later to be her crush However, although my eyes were turned towards him, my thoughts weren't, I was rather carried away by this body so perfectly scrutinized, this face that until then I could only see halfway, and this aura that the new framer of my little neighbors, he looked like a boy who is handsome and knows it perfectly... he's the kind of boy for whom the girls in my class would fall in love, I said to myself when she approached of me and said to me;
_Liria we're playing truth or dare are you joining us?
I rushed to smile at him and nod with my head after noticing that I was already giving him a cold look.
-cool, it's Debby's turn, she said, truth or dare -action answered Debby
-It's very easy, said Emma smiling, go declare your love to you know who (she was talking about the boy Debby was in love with, Jonny) on the board write everything you feel for him.
Impossible she absolutely couldn't do that, everyone in the class knew how jumbled their relationship was, they only got along two days out of seven and from her reaction it looks more like that they were crossing an iceberg so she would risk taking the biggest rake of her life
_impossible, said Debby, if the teacher comes in while I'm at the blackboard, it's direct punishment for me
_okay says Jeen but in this case write him a note on paper and send it to him so we can see his reaction So soon Debby took a sheet where she wrote "I love you with all my heart"...
_it's not enough, says Jeen, add "you are the light in my room" A valve that the French teacher told us a few days ago and that everyone kept saying, I was surprised to hear him repeat it so I reacted too
_yeah, Debby do it it will be fun She looked at me, smiled and added the sentence on her sheet.
When Jonnes received the piece of paper he crumpled it up straight away before throwing it on the floor knowing it was from Debby.
I could see a sad look on her face, then she smiled just as quickly
_I knew it she said looking at me I smile at him
_It's your turn she said smiling even more Ahhh my turn...
_truth or dare she told me
_action I answered nervously
_okay said Emma, I noticed that you kept staring at the boy behind you, Ivan, go kiss him on the cheek.
What ? Me, kiss who? I couldn't, not because I didn't want to but because he was the boy I coldly said no to when he wanted to know if I had feelings for him and start kissing him. .just a few days later, impossible, whatever the circumstances I couldn't do it. Yes, because I had a little consideration for a boy after he decided to confess to me, even if it became a little awkward for them, something I noticed, to look at me in the face after Being rejected by my person, I never took them high on the contrary I felt a little sorry for them. I say "them" and not "him" because he was not the only one, maybe I was not the most beautiful in my establishment but my beautiful well-defined black eyes, my luscious lips and well traced and the beautiful proportions of my body gave me the rating with boys, and I believe that some of them confused admiration and love seeing that I was so brilliant in class.
_truth I say, I change, I take truth
_but you can't do that says Emma to me, you have already chosen action
_if she can, said Jeen trying not to point out his displeasure.
Indeed Jeen feared that Ivan would fall under my spell, something that was already done
_so tell us which boy you have a crush on in this class, say Debby
_uh... Christopher I answered in a low voice
Their reactions were as interesting as each other...