h

FEVE

of our friendship. I had Nadyn in my arms now... like a lover. I was kissing her, and she was kissing

lang kaibigang lalaki. Noong nagsasayaw kami, ibang klase ang haplos ng kanyang mga palad sa aking leeg

na kayang

little bit of

akot akong unti-unti na siyang lumayo sa akin. Noong gabing iyon, I told Stella where I was going, who the people I would be with, and where. Pero pinasunod pala niya ang kanyang assistant para magmatyag at i-v

As soon as I found ou

issue. Hindi ako magtataka kung malalaman kong magkatabi pa silang pinagtatawanan ang mga bas

about how I felt

a man for a long time now. I knew, becaus

na nahuli kong binibistahan niya ang katawan ko.

s ko. Pero kaya ko pang isantabi iyon noon kasi napakadaling ma-attract kay Nadyn. Maganda, matalino, babaeng babae mula sa st

n niya at kailangan niya. In fact, as things were getting hotter tonight in the dance floor, okay pa ako. I could do this

Totoo ba? I couldn't breath

ne like this made me so hard it hurt. Pero kinakay

.. the rush of me letting go of every reason was a physical thing. The only thing I had been wanting to

e, I ki

k, thoroughly, so needful... a

ot

n't enough, she

s to my chest, and the way she trembled as I held her.... She had her lips to my ear, her warm breath on

gusto k

kung magtatanga

feeling of impending doom and yet, of incredible release that nothing mattered kicked away rational thinking. Noong nakapasok kami sa loob nang walang nakakakita sa amin mula sa bahay at naisara na

thes off, gave her everything she begged to have and more.

a

sarap na pinalalasap sa akin ni Chaz. Nakapikit ako, umiikot pa rin ang paligid. I was drunk, but this magnified my senses. Para akong dinuduyan ng mga sensasyong umalipin n

I'd always had this way with him. I didn't care I was drunk. I cared that I might not be given this chan

nd was like my dream man. No – si Chaz ang aking dream man. Hindi na baleng ng

for anything as long

umunod na sandali, naalala kong si Chaz iyon. As soon as that,

es again and I

h had this glow that screamed of satisfaction. But oh-my-f*cking... d

ako lasing at alam na a

ng mararamdaman. And I couldn't face that. May kasa

iya rito? Hindi ko pinansin ang sikip sa dibdib na dinala niyon sa akin. Women wanted Chaz, it's truth. He was that kind of guy

n sa akin. Iyon ang mga sin

s not tru

luno

g tingin ko

breakfast in bed ni Chaz bago siya

astic kong naisip. And what the hell are you doing, Nadyn? Nag-doink-doink lang kayo

ily and regularly, still deeply asleep. Alcohol could be part of it. I wish

sumunod na sandali. I couldn't be sentimental.

such a big space and soon enough I was clothed, my purse strings hooked to my r

rapin ang backlash ng