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ree ko kasama siya. We grew up in houses near each other. We went to grade school t

di malayo ang school niya sa amin, at ang mga

ould bring me to Prom. He did. In fact, nakabili na si

sy with exams before the Prom, at hindi kami masyadong nakakapa

ang 'date' ko. Since marami akong mga kaklase at mga kaibigan na crush na crush ang childhood friend ko, nawala na rin ang pagkad

e was my

ng pagkakaroon ko ng kaibigan

si Chaz noon. Feel na feel ko naman ang pagiging girl habang nakabiyabit ako sa braso ni

is

n who had ever s

e

as an ac

ng tela at nabuyangyang sa kanya ang boobs ko. He pulled me towards him para maharangan ang iba at hindi makita ang problema habang kaswal lang ang galaw para 'di makahalata a

-touch niya. Not with his hands, but with his chest, since naka-swimming shorts l

y na kikay. My room used to be in pink and lavender before I changed it into white para may con

ko na may anggulong pwedeng maldita. Hindi ko alam kung paano ide-describe 'yung contrasting na qualities na iyon pero sabi nila, kamukha raw ako n'ong Korean actress na si Seo Ji-Hye. May halo akong Chinese sa both sides, actually. Si ang last name ko. Nadyn Le

malinis at maganda kong kutis. Ilang beses na akong pinagtangkaang i-recruit ng agents maging model kahit hind

nd when I was with him, babaeng babae ang feel ko kasi naman, lalaking lalaki ang projection ng kaibigan ko. Matangkad, gwapo, gentlema

sa isa't isa tungkol sa pagiging mag-jowa, ewan ko ba

Our friendship had stood the test of time, and it was important to me the way I felt it was importa

ti siyang standard. Iyong pakiramdam ng comfort, trust, at familiarity, hindi ko nararamdaman sa iba. I had other male friends pero hindi g

nd myself melting all over him every

e first time I'd be

st mis

misse

ed, as it was that time of nig

akong na-gl

alized that someth

o quiet t

alam kong kakaiba na 'yong mga haplos ng pisngi niyang iyon kaysa ordinaryo. Hindi niya niluwagan an

wirling in my head about finding out how his body would feel without his cl

bout it, too. Umiinit tuloy lalo. The tension was killing me. I raised my face

, na lalong pinalala pa ng motion lights na paiba-iba pa ang kul

inaasahan ko, lumampas ang ulo niya hanggan

lan ko. And I knew he wanted to kiss m

g reaksyon ng katawan kong sumiksik pa sa yakap niya. I felt his body tremble.

l we could get to the parking lot where his car was at. Nakarating kami sa kotse at binuksan niya ang p

il. I could see on my peripheral view when he turned

ached out and hauled me from my s

cause the world was about to end. I couldn't press my body

and ticklish. Every nerve ending in my body was screaming to feel him. Naka

na tatanggihan niya ako. Chaz always give me what I wanted. This was

t h

, and he started the ca