coffee steaming, tie loosened like a man who knew this was
nus that hadn't been touched since Eisenhower was a
smile when
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German, Russian, French. Known associate of post-wa
hed?"
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with someone whose face was redacted. Halvorsen looked sharp. P
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tte, ignoring the
ousin's name. Locals call him 'Professor'. Kee
brow. "What's h
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1942. Met with a woman. Young.
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to a librarian with a heart condition. Trim the lawn.
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he was a seams
ied, voice calm. "She sti
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er cup of tea.
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breathe f
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be safe. She though
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loved her. Until she said no. Until sh
ard now, expre
watching you
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thing. And he thinks
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trusting the people
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hout resentmen
uld come looking. Not for her. For you. Because that's how he wo
ain, my mother's smile n
supposed to
before
if I
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pulled down a thick volume of Russ
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of me who had just put
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tired ribbon under the night sky. My headlights carved through fog that
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changed tactics. Pul
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lash of chrome. I clipped the kerb and barely miss
sil
d back, the
ory of it. Like a hand that touched your bac
led the engine. My breath came in fast pulls, like
ere a lo
opened
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following m
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