e blinding, even b
de the car window, a huddle of paparazzi waited in the drizzle like vultures with credit card de
driver asked without looking at
eady," she re
trange silence of a hundred clicks. No one shouted her name. Not
s forward. Inside, the lobby was a wash of gold fixtures, soft jazz, and overpriced perfume. A man in a suit gree
. Her heart ticked louder than the floor numbers. She chec
led like berga
ng a glass of something dark. His reflection in the glass didn't
're
her bag. "You
matic face, all bone and storm, the way he looked at her like he could see the thoughts she had
le. "Someone
three block
the drink. "They'
nd walked toward him. "They
et it on the table. The tension between th
it's time
r w
to stop
ooled as if someone had o
not se
closing in. Someone knows, Lena. Someone who's no
d she wishe
t door. She and Callum, asleep in a Lisbon hotel room, limbs
handwritten n
s in you. I would
ints. Just a chill
y from Callum n
Not you. Not us. Just me. The girl who bagged the mystery
off, but he knew
ontrolling ex. The dead one. The silence she'd paid for with bruises and therapy and re
id quietly. "What I can't handle is
expression-frustrated, protect
I'm scared?
re pretending
the edge of the b
urmured. "Fear is fuel. It ke
ide her, shoul
egret it?
ha
is.
t answer
coul
secrecy. The mounting dread that their love wasn't someth
"But I do regret no
ing
watching us long b
But she felt his bo
lhouette framed by the fogged skyline. The city s
atching," she said.
r w
of us t
e buzzed once on the tabl
picked
mess
num
their Paris trip six months ago. Her in the bath, eyes closed, sin
ow-vi
o. Just stared at it like i
t blackmail," h
nod
is is p
led between
iting-cameras lifted, lenses trained on a
, in the glow of came
omeone was watching throug