in
up st
lk. She didn't wait for a response. Didn't need one. I wasn't expected to speak-just stand there an
instinctively, eyes blank. Obedient. P
ing back to eye me like a sculp
ing. A token. A means to
ction. My father called it dinner. I called it a presentation-because that's what it was. I was being
t speak unless you're spoken to. Keep your hands still. Don't fidget
thing. Ju
dy frustrated. "Y
ather I scre
ped to mine.
t cry. I didn't beg them to stop when they told me I'd be marrying a
at choice
e me-soft champagne dress, hair pinned into something delicate and obedient, lips
open. Male voices. Boots o
ric pinched at my ribs. The silence felt heavier here-worse than the noise. My finger
a knock at
I called, assumin
id a voice, softer
ainst the hardwood. My cousin. My only cousin. She shut the do
ke she owned it. "And guess what? Giovanni Romano brou
re about his car. Or his wea
ilting her head
N
ai
lowering. "If you really don't
here i
passports. You can be Aisha from Morocco. I'll be your Frenc
r the first time all day
smirked. "We'll
I wasn't running. I never had the guts. Yasmin watched me
re than this,"
. Because I wa
ain-this time my father's voi
ed her eyes
the loose strand near my ear. Then I exhaled. Quiet
tures gleamed. The air smelled of cinnamon and money. My father stood
ostess in a mansion she'd sold her soul to enter. The Romano family was
enter of it
nni R
I woul
I bare
sn't sure I
d I felt every eye in the room shift wi
Just a flicker of approval, maybe
le. No
expec
s. My father placed a hand on the
mi
I wanted to. Because t
step away from th
toward me. No greeting. No welcome. Just a quiet nod, like I was a contract clause
throat. "Shall we mo
oft to be casual. To
't recognize, both older, both dressed like shadows with names that probably carried blood behind them. My parents followed. I traile
. Uncomfortable in my skin. Too aware of how the dress clung to me. How my h
Gold-rimmed plates I'd never seen before. Everything des
ed next to
his seat, his movements precise. Effortless
s eyes on me from across the table-waiting to see if I
ess, politics, legacy. I caught the occasional word: distribution, territory, all
st to sit there and smile like
fway through the first course. Hi
eter than I
. "I wasn't sure I w
Not an insult. Just...
d. "I'm
ll y
ant something. I didn't ask how old he was, but I knew he was past thirty. Maybe thirty-two. Th
in, this time letti
etty. That
wanted to ask. B
rware clinking, voices low and careful. No one asked me what I liked. What I wanted t
bloodline. My ability to produce heirs and behave
vanni quietly. Something in Italian. Fast. Sharp. G
ed at me onc
he la
in him. He just we
uched. I wasn't hungry. I was sick with
" Giovanni as
d up. "S
young. She said a woman who f
mile. "And do yo
icker in his eyes. "I believe a w
e it
made something in
-I did deserve more.
wasn't get
ing Giovan
r was my final
Answered when prompted. They discussed my wedding dress
served, I felt like a
w... it was onl