make me sit alone in every single part of the school. I was friendless and I honestly didn't mind, mayb

nst me and sync the new kid's schedule with mine. Of course he chose the seat beside me, again. He bugged me t

the bullying started. "Yo bitch! Why don't you do

head and s

An annoyingly familiar voice shouted. I

me? Shut up!" I hissed quietly at him, still not picking my head up. As if to answer my question s

u think you're doing

ly petrified, if yes then good but the sting from having h

gnoring me

o try and avoid any further problems. I've had enough problems to keep myself busy for a l

l

teach you

science and without my acknowledgement, my fingers curled up on their own accord and

ddison!" Shut up,

You can't go around slapping people!" He's making a scene. My inn

rried out of there. As I ran, I could hear Maddison's screams

e outcast! She doesn't belong and sh

t running until I reached the backyard of the school. Sitting down on the beat up bench, I set my face in my hands and ru

, weak smile crept onto my face and I felt my eyes water as reality came crashing in once more, ruining the beautiful memory like it always does. I would never be able to make those memories or relive it i

she said that you deserved ever

ing my hair cover my face like a curtain. It helped separate me and t

girl; she dated my brother and was close to me. Until that faithless night occurred and she lost all of those traits, engulfed by her own grief and loss. She blames me and I can't even hate her for it. Even I hat

s jus

g, forg

et it drop. "So... You seem

that is probably why you should leave me to sulk. Walk along, mingle with the po

onversation took that turn since I didn't bring my head up the whole t

k but whacked myself mentally. Why would you want to look? You don't deserve the attention. I squashed

f that people would usually find when they look into my eyes have diminished t

be sure, I remembered watching his limp form was placed gently on a stretcher and a mask was placed on his mouth through glassy eyes. I remember how cold the night had felt, how the goose

ecause of me. I murdered my brother. It should've been me, the person that should have been on t

was racing in my head. When I was sure, that I was nowhere close to breaking d