Amelia's Insecurity

oyance while my breath started to become rapid. The only sound surrounding the whol

ked myself in my room. How can

poor maids on the floor peek

! What do they even see in her, enough that they’re even figh

this is

the idea of her being a beautiful maiden! Li

agreed on the idea and I ended up locking

teeth and then ripped up Febi’s

that my body feels heavy due to the training we had. But most importantly, I pretended t

my eyes o

aring over a maid’s daughter and yet they can’

ish you died

g. I did my best in school and even claimed almost all the medals a

e? Aren’t I their d

as much as I can even at the cost of t

ds the edge of the bed, I ended up making a loud th

ussed from my

y hate

like her when I’m at the top of my chain? I deserve all of t

ei

elf, the door creaked open and I h

tears and she saw me sl

e?” She immediately came to my aid and helped me

my father; the youngest of Mr. Gozon’s sons and trut

although of course he is married to his wife. Katsuta’s mother on the other h

oday for a weekly me

h and so I wanted to check if you’re ok

his face as he put me back on m

chool. It’s so unacceptable! I am way better than her; prettier and more!

the

oachable and bubbly person. And compared to you, you might bite anyone at their slightest mistake. It’s on

my eyebrows were unparalleled and paralleled at the same

bi as well, that’s why you

his, looking inte

ed away

l? I can’t b

Don’t ever come back here, Yules!” I turned awa

’ll be able to comfo

ng towards his epigram and leaning towards my bac

ne I can lean on, that’s how my life has always been. I’m always alone. A

oes she take everything from

ng with you, Reina?” The tears in my eyes mana

me to change ju

rprised until the blood in me sta

re the same as them!” I yelled and then gritted my teeth. “If you don’t like me that much then just leave me alone and go to Febi or some

ide. Why is she so g

ally met Febi in the hallway. I ignored her a

I am not in a go

okay?” The tears in my eyes were starting to build u

ous over a girl like her? Why does it feel like I

Once I entered and sat on the driving seat, the tears in my eyes fin

ife is suc

m like Febi! Why? What’s so good about her? Wh

ed out loud while maneuvering the wheels however I

ntinued to flow down as

n. I fought with my mind for a second before I realized I had now

my life has

the brake and putting it at the side when I

yes. The road was starting to fog immediately whi

am further because of

ome. As soon as I opened it, floods of text messages and calls r

mmon sense at all? She’s invading

the home screen. Just as my eyes landed at the apps in

ehead

his? It was a dating app

the last time after browsing on my social media

for the sports festival of

have the same mutual as her anyway?

suddenly popped and I went silent for a seco

I clicked on the app only for

I have an accou

larbone along with a profile description that a

need to abstain myself from drinking too much! This is

Just as I was cursing myself,

Marshall, the same man who sent

since I don’t even have a memory

outed to myself, putting my hands acros

I still don’t want to go home and so I decided to look for a

eering wheel, my phone rang again. It w

ll and was about to speak

ice greeted me and so I too

ll am I sup

asked, however, the man on the

s so

lked to you last time. You sound pissed off.

ut again, the man only let out a chuckle. Seriously? What’s wrong with this ma

g to let you remember everything from the first of our conversation to the last,” he respon

n American or somet

I even talking to a stupid man like you? I’m driving for fuck’s sake, stop bothe

ery time he chuckles, it f

y said, which made me silent. I was so sure that h

o beat fast. The fuck, so th

te, the rain is still pouring hard and here I am conversing with a fucking stranger! “How old are you and why am I even

by a nearby hotel. Ah whatever, as lo

st time and you said it was y

he is still trying to pursue me. I parked my car

ght to the receptionist while my

a partner? So, he’s probably some

my phone number and I never had yours as well,” I said, trying to bargain with him. “I don’t even have a copy of your conversation

alright. At least, I still have a lot of

ipped and my phone quic

can’t believe this! Fuck that Feb

ng up my phone again. My blood is starting to boil. “What do

good but what’s wrong with him? Is he a clown that’s why he

othing else. And let me clarify one thing, I didn’t ask for your photo

er down my spine. Damn, the more I he

reakin

of the rooms at the hotel I booked and put my essentials on the sofa. I then turned immediately towards the

ttes, before I smoked it out. “So?” I added, waitin

, there’s this butterflies in my stomach, as though anticipating hi

door, I’ll be t

my eyes widened in shock. Wh

help but stutter from what he just sai

wn fucking party! What if he’s a killer? A

killer or something and you’ll come barging in if you can have your

it overwhelmingly good at the same time. I am cu

l be there however, you shouldn’t open th

ck am I thinking? What’s gotten in me to trust

I turned away. I didn’t lock my door. All for the sake

when the clock finally struck

e silent room as my breath a

ei

oice. There is some kind of a foreign feeling building u

uck. Why does it feel like I am looking forwar

travelling along my body when my hair s

eeling? Why do I feel tingly from th

p myself from moaning when he squeezed my arm.

ere?” I asked. He was now play

ok at him but I’m scared that

uldn’t have agreed with t

Baby. Let’s jus

those words before I let out a mo

from all this touching. He f

my mind has been dying from th

se up my cheeks as I st

and then furrowed my brows. “Just do wh