Falling in Love With A Cool Guy

: Meng

i, in his arms. Sienna was the campus belle. Everyone around him was c

friends, "She is a fool with a sour and gloomy face. Sh

ied that others would see the t

weep. That was the first lesson I lear

anley Zabel, I was

se of a job transfer, and my fami

to know him, I stood timidly behind her and looke

him, but I instinctively

d lollipop that I could not bring myself to eat. He swatted away the lollip

arely heard him call me by my real name

ended to call me by my name angrily before I grew completely silent so

as petite as little sparrows, I had become as tall

held back for a year because

, and I was always the most vis

height did n

rdly, and so visible naturally

l toilet by a group of boys and girls and

as like a crazed beast who saw red a

and shed tears silently. My wet hair stuck t

d up at me. "Don't cry. Don't you know th

red my

favor", that I built a kind of attachment

a crush was, I had alre

ook his girlfriends to ski, and I booked the venue for him. Even when

s around my shoulder and said, "This is my good friend, Jess

ight, I could look up at the lines of hi

to straighten my back and smile at others. "

d him for more

st day of school, I helped him pack up before returni

came in. I looked up and found th

rarely said anything about her. I thought that Sienna would be like his previous girlfr

lege together. Did it mean that he

When she picked up the phone, she looked happy and spoke in a

Stanley was th

tally discovered a secret, and then I pushed open the d

y's voice over the phone. It was low and cle

n I take you

ng that, h

ady outsid

talk to his previous g

ered his mood all the time like I did

lized clearly that he

is relationship, Jessa

it was being hit by an electric

and buried my

s, I had thought abo

n love with a girl for the first time

kfast. He wrapped it in his clothes because he was afraid that it would g

said to myself, "Let g

I cou

caring about him seemed to come by instinct. He was like a drug that I had been re

named Charmaine Ye

. She said to him, "You will lose yourself if you keep tr

d that, she

e dormitory, Sienna w

smiled at me. I was a littl

only two attitudes toward me. They ei

met such a kind girl, an

ave to curl up like a snail

t along well with

tyle her hair. I saw her put he

it, the more I realiz

like a cert

uld th

er hair was just like how Charmaine

y wanted

e only one having an unrequited

I were assigned to Fa

vious work and hoped that I could help her

ing a sketch of the dres

id, "What a beautiful gown, Je

nything. I nodd

a gown, too? I was worried that I couldn't find clothes for the Freshers' Night Gala. It doesn't ne

er voice, Stan

m and said, "Stanley, you also

to him, but sh

is drawing and casually said to

and said, "Sorry, I really don't have time to make a d

ed up at me

a strange fee

t it at all. He behaved as he did before when he told me to book hotels and venues for him and his

id not obey him and help him

happened during the

n, but the dress I designed

ut it in the wardrobe bef

n to the public and

would take

when Sienna sang

ee nights making happ

re graceful. The lights in the middle of the stag

whistling un

e. When she saw me, she immediately rushed over, held my hand, and said to me, "Jess, thank you for help

looked at me, which meant that I

ot me. I didn't design the clothes

"Jess, what are you talking about? Y

ed, "Yes, we he

resently. He was likely there to p

Didn't you hear Jess promise to

ng senior and immediately u

ng Stanley to say something to defend m

head and said,

e breath that

st as I'd

Sienna was deliberately

more than ten years. Anyo

ould tell that he never

d Sienna, so he toler

meant that he coul

s friends wanted to celebrate Sienna

ble, Stanley nev

eliberately, and

ink, he put his hand in front of me and said with a

unned and laughed. So

a staring a

ut there were complicat

away from him, he always showed me concer

rt, would continue to rush on when I experi

asis was a mir

n years, I finally