out being anything other than what they're supposed

of feeling very unhappy,

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it

bitter dark chocolate, left a s

es- his eyes that remained lifeless, emotion

skin, affecting me the way i

oted itself deep within me- until I was made aware of it through my err

ore, because I reacted the

that were the craft of his tongue made m

breathed, my eyes fixated on h

nder the glass table and slammed on it

of paper that was decorated

between, standing up; the hard pecks of muscles that were accentuate

y before. I gaped at him, taken aback by the way the yellowish hue of the chandeli

ed to see what he hi

I knew there was something I needed to ask, but being en

so slightly, an indicati

gotten momentarily hit me with all it’s might, my

oming drier by passing moments, “Do you by chance… happ

e, his eyes drifting

meras in my guest’s room, Ms. Cam

rticulating the reasoning I

breath, feeling embarrassed but fearful at the same time,

it appear in his features. He was good at being

fingers curled ever so slightly on the s

yin

t he couldn’t see the way my eyes glazed over, verklempt with an

. Campbell?” His baritone was

did lock the main

re supposed to lock the shower door too, no?” He trailed off sarcastically, rais

t him an offended look, “You did not

coolly, his face as stoic as ever, “It makes me t

the turn of events. Was h

ins, “I am one hundred percent dedicated when it comes to my job

ff, his voice gruff, “I don’t want you here. Your dis

the same time, I was di

d forget to lock

first time of le

the very first day of my duty left me with a b

self out of my periphery, the sound of hi

ng me as I glanced at the paper. A loud thu

in

was why h

I notice

r from it- yet, for that single passing moment, it soo

I grabbed the paper, dre

as I skimmed t

e fuck

re-reading, almost sure th

no

w

the patient unless instru

about inside the patient’s pe

me anywhere near the patient unl

atient’s privacy and must not

ient in any activity unless instruc

nd the patient unless cal

uch as insinuating inappropriate relationships,

y harm to patient or spreading rumors in ter

d is violated, immedia

?” I mumbled, my eyes widening as I

paper on the table, rather harshly

was one stu

’t require any assistance

to ‘fuck off’ in 20 di

the time. I was here to not only prove my capability as a nurse, but also my capability as a novice and t

the tag ‘slut’, I w

her suffer as she slowly neared her death. I couldn’t do anything, I didn’t have the money

ne

e to my goal, I couldn’t l

ing my mind, cutting through until it only worsened my ange

tevan was in my

it was about handling myself- it was about helping and taking care of

o be good at han

tood up, grabbing the piece of pape

d every point, so that I c

ak all

had built around himself and dis

Estevan had

e sooner

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