s far back as I can remember, that was the very last hug Haley and I had. And now I'm full of regrets because I feel guilty that I didn't keep the promise I made to this de

t's only when you're done to death that

ready, Haley to

answered, I can't belie

ecause I plan to join yo

this girl like a sister, like the sister I had found in her. I appreciated her enormously and I would have liked to have some of her qualities but we are all different. He

Haley drove home, not far from my house. We had planned that my mother and I would pick her up outside her house a little later. I still didn't know what my mother's deci

have been. I had not planned to do very extraordinary things. I just told myself that once in London, I will work hard to graduate and then I will ear

cision. I hadn't forgotten what had happened between us the day before and I wanted to know what she had decided to do. Seeing her that morning, I no longer needed to ask her any questions, she was all dressed up. It just did mean

told her, you

ed to try to flatte

entious you are,

unately very few people have

ick her up when we go t

r parents

w but Haley s

y my mother, come he

would tell me about what had happened the day before because I really didn't want to talk about it, it was embarrassing. Besi

king at me like t

I was glaring at her, trying to i

because I don't want you to tell m

said my mother, but get it in your head that i

and willing to l

o apologiz

had hurt her a few hours ago. Since I was sitting opposite her, I changed

you would apologiz

of me and I apologize. Everything I ever did was just for you, for you to have a bright future but it's only now that I realize that all I did was destroy your life. But don't get me wrong, becoming a pimp was my only option and if I hadn't done all that, we certainly wouldn't have had a

was I. She had never spo

said, I'm made of indestruct

We had picked up Haley from her house but it looked like s

ted not far from me, but at the end of the ceremony, I wanted to say goodbye to thi

anted passport that would allow me to