t my mother and I was aware of it. And as I walked to find her in her room, I thought to myself that I was without a doubt the worst the next day. But I had just ruined that

her room and the courage to knock on the door failed me. I didn't even know what I would say to

, my moth

at I had said earlier. But I knew my mom well enough to know it was her way of

earlier. I want you to know that was just a j

from her face like I wasn't there. Nothing hurts as much as silence and unfortunately for me, I discovered it in such circumstances. But just like my mother, I was very stubborn, so I did not int

y mom. I s

ak her silence for

ou don't want me to come to your school cerem

t was there, the first time tha

love you and I'm sincerely sorry.

xplain yourself, I'm the one who's sorry. I'm sorry for having been such a bad mother to

had thought or said about her. It's amazing the power parents have to make us feel guilty whenever they want. I felt like the worst girl in th

mmered with my head down, I w

the same and just like her, I said nothing more. I felt that I had nothing m

w, she told me

that I had already taken a long time ago. I always looked forward to get away from my mother. I went to meet Haley in my room. The poor girl had felt bad all this time because she had remained in ignorance for almost an hour.

me as I was alrea

expression and said nothing for a f

d her, mom

mad at us? H

told her,

sworn that today would have been a huge day for me, but no. I had to face the fact, I was not as happy as I had imagined. A lot of emotions ran through my thoughts but very little joy. I even felt fear. I was unable to understand my own emotions. It was as if my own body wanted to send me a message but my reason simply prevented me from listening to it. I didn't want to know anything more because my decision had been made and had been made for a long