'S POIN

. . . . . . . .

sn't make it easy for me. I mean, how can I ignore him wh

nest with myself, I have to admit that he is a little hot. Jus

amn student, and

mons

he looks like a model, or better yet, a sex God. Oh, no! N

h appreciating something o

I'm jus

looking for excuses as to w

m wanting to kill him, t

s to why he really came to my class. I think that th

cifically to put my friend to sleep, because, as much as I want to deny this

fault. Everyone knows that

eyes, and his damn smirk an

t a few sheep, then go to class

ed the short straw when it cam

he's also sitting

early teeth, and I quickly turn around to hide m

owing my every move, it burns m

always, I was right, he

damn go

but avoid it as much as possible, because I don't r

ting him doesn't work. Quite the co

oll my eyes again, then bite my

assius! Don't

s, but all he does

irritated voice, and he smirks

he's capable

t he was doing. But I became suspicious when he st

g, but I lose my string of thoughts when I see that he's ac

Jesus Christ and all that

asked with a cocky smile, knowing d

oint to his drawing, and his cocky smile t

iful part." He said in a low voice, more like a husk

don't you dare enjoy

in a serious voice, and he nods

me when I say that I'm planning on reading each and every single page of it. Multiple times." The last part sounded like a promise, and I curse my body for reacting to it, and as if he knows what'

so good with words? He's su

it!!! Don'

I'm once again at a loss of

art lecturing again, a

n h

. too good... I think it'

I'm having a fever, and my stomach feels strange because I

to text Mia, because I need to talk to someone and she's the only one I have, and I need advice and ideas on how to make him stop, even though I have a feeling

ice interrupts the beginning of my

e drawing on my desk and goes before I

MY PANIC

m honestly stunned. It's like I'm looking

Mia, who, thank God, ans

o panic. I never call while I'm at

thing to do with the psychopath." She lets

and think about where to start. T

with my sanity." I stated it as a sad fact, and s

ll everything that happened since I met him, to describe his personalit

jacket, ripped jeans, and leather boots, sitting on my desk with a cigarette in his mouth. Not lighted,

tell me that she's

nt to yell at her and tell her that I know, but I won't and can

e is loud and desperate because she's my only hope, hop

rse, but something inside of me doesn't let me hang up. Most probably the need to talk to someone, say

ok. G

fuck with me, because I'm not that type of teacher, and so on. And you'll never guess what he said." I think about that specific moment and try to remember if I saw some t

e same excited voice, but I

ne, and he just wanted to make sure that he's right and that I'm

lly somet

ord, clearly shocked, and I no

ly, still smiling.

d think that! And it is a little

telling me that he's hot because I really d

" Jesus, she's r

ng, and I chuckle faintly, but not because it's funny, but

again in that enthusiastic

d keep it clean, and he said that it's not dirty, but h

, and I shake my head. She's b

esperate voice, even though I know that what I'm asking is impossible,

sregard the fakeness of

ly. I mean, the guy doesn't even bother to be subtle." With this information, his emerald eyes popped into my mind, and I shake my head, refusing to let my stupid mind swim in

I'm spe

e, hoping that the answer will come a

he asked surprise

f someone would give you 1 million dollars and one

ill

inside of you.* " I focus my attention on the very interesting wall and start counting the chairs

Please tell me he's bi!" She be

't afford to hear things like this, it

ldn't? He looks like a God! And that mou

en and shut up!" I need a new frien

ss my opinions. Go on." She scolded, tempting me to hang up, but

way, he's driving a bike. A very cool bike. And please don't c

men, and I used the term *baby boy*. Big mistake. He said that baby boys are the best, that I can teach him all fro

er! And that makes him even more ho--" I refuse to hear th

emanded while I'm trying to co

o say it again." Even if I wouldn't hav

lines and shit. But he was actually drawing my portrait, and I couldn't tell him not to draw me, so I said that he should pay attention because I think he skipped a few sentences.

want my own student." She said in a genuinely sad vo

, not how hot he is. I'm going crazy over here, and I need you to make me feel like shit because I... just maybe I li

les, we might as well kill ourselves. The guy is hot!" I let my head

e not depressed. Yes, you're frustrated, but not depressed. And don't think that I

God's sake." I lean back in my chair and

2? Damn, I would

ut don't beat yourself up. And honestly, if I were you, I would've fucked him by now." Why did I call? Why did I

ant to talk about him anymore, and I don't have time. We'll talk later. Ok

e tonight.

p, and without wanting, my

would've never guessed

it but on second thoughts... I mean,

e with because I think that that's why I'm in this situ

ompliments or hits on me. That happens quite often. B

y going crazy

almost bored expression on his face, but as soon as our eyes met, he smiled. Damn! I quickly avert my

also looked at me sweetly, with a beautiful and genuine smile on his face as if he's admiring me,

to. But how? I can't report him. Maybe he's not out, an

rd him. Who knows, maybe t

ive up ev

has