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dead? I asked my mom with t

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e I remember I fainted in the parlour when I s

screamed because I felt a

doctors i realised that I had been in coma for 2

ich triggered the hallu

ned some head injuries

was no

never

s no Parkv

s traumatized for four days

ares and scream and the nurses a

run away from the hospital but in on

o my bed stand so

ctors, nurses, preachers oft

d my step mo

elt so sad a

erything I thought

how I couldn't

the hurt in my chest and st

ged and was t

no one lis

iven a book called CHICKEN

nished the book, I got int

book made me understand that there are alot of people who h

idal thoughts until a classmate of his sent him a

ter and I decided to fi

y James. We went on several date

ntil he told me the same thing

to walked me home and tha

re cool about it tell me but if your not,

that much but he filled up a vacuum in my

ely, we ki

metimes which m

lt like he wasn't real just like James

ause I have someone th

my spirit being and ive learned to numb the pain of crea

't stop, I still took

e daily but way le

e social anxiety acco

tions which implies that they are not real because

ar the things I hear doesn't prove anything to me oth

from but to me it didn't mean that it wasn't real, just

ry what is in this three dimensional world where their focus is and they do not

le