Love Me Back To Life

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back t

er the insp

y by Jay

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the ground. The slanting rays of the setting sun gave a warm orange

oice call my name

r once it was James my boyfri

and his voice which was faint became loude

He was

nd of the rocks thrown at my window. I felt so relieved th

ter I heard hi

Baby pleas

ned my windows with a

e back later

s captivating smile

I asked why and

love you f

tions, different vantage points about

cia John and th

ia and I could still remember vividly the shoc

llucinations and my thoughts seemed out of touch wi

the one that almost got killed. The old lady I thought I saw, wasn't really there. I argued with my mom that there

espite all those things I had no cl

incidents that had taken place. She suggested that I should see a psychiatrist. I had

was also dismissed from work. My dad figured out that sh

he got married

d even though I became ver

stated but she i

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tal and the thought alone made me cry my eyes for hours. I had to cr

colate tea and wheat bread. My Mom was still asleep so I

her with my crac

took the tray from my hands, kept i

gious f

left to the hosp

beautiful sunflowers. She had a solferino- red hair and it tumbled over her shoulders. I held

o anything to avoid that disappointing look on my mother's face. We sat

e young skinny

nally it was my turn

iagnosed with Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder. I wasn't happy neither was I sad

rugs three times daily. I had to make sure that I was far away from bottle

in starts to create images that are not real and any

a mall. I was so excited because she could

no one would have to look at me with pitiful eye

are born with. It's like a skin you cannot shed off miraculously. I have tried in vario

she was a nerd because she was always with a book, reading it or just holding it. I thought to

ia" I said poli

sweet but I don't want to have

ocked as to how she figur

ised my mom to be obedient to my tutors. I spent my time studying

times but my thoug

the end of the year; my grades were good and my

I started hearing v

ousand people all having separate conversat

l the drugs that was g

slep

the morning I went to the

was quiet and my m

n front of me while wash

ad brushed my teeth but then my teeth

ting out all

assed out on the

owning in a river fil

and was complet