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ng exams, and visits to professors' offices.There was hardly any excitement that Monica had taken me into her shared apartment. The other roomma

iterature I had to answer a question about Samuel Beckett. I wore a shirt and a pendant my grandmother had given me. "They'll bring me luck," I thought. What I liked most about

hat life had no meaning. One could only be older than the day before, with more illnesses and more experience, but more sorrow. If I could start over knowing what I know now, the author had said, I would arrive at exactly th

party. Do you want to

eplied, happy about my results but sti

know some b

d to, I'll s

d, showing

to the party,

. If in the past she hadn't wanted to tell her p

ear of not being accept

better if we

know we've been togeth

ppreciate you, bu

up and deign to have

take it the

. Mine was separate, so I used to spend the day day daydreaming. I often received calls and

ce to in a dress as long as Monica's. She looked like a mermaid, dressed in blue like that. I was wearing a leather skirt and one of my best tops. No one was suspicious when t

t, gor

oing to need after the bea

slicked back and he was wearing a tight T-shirt that left his biceps showing. Then it happened. My companion was trying to convince me to imitate Diana when I spotted B

tting there for,

come, c

little before do

ut what's wr

walked by like

ook who we

h, I

're having a good time

' Beth replied. 'A

nt her finger at me with a

me to follow her until we ended up in a corner. I thought she

have only come to

ightened, not know

brother again. You'v

really nothin

eeloader, too. She only took the dough from my family, as she's been ta

fe,' I thought, bu

s a girl...',

y forward. 'I don't want another word

ngs worse, and while I cared quite a bit about Beth, deep down I couldn't say the same for Jack.

anted to apologize

my hand. I didn't notice much effusiveness in

. The truce we had signed took effect and the following Tuesday I received a call from Mr. Radcliffe. I was surprised at the way he forced Beth to formally apologize over the phone while he was present. She sounded like a little girl who had been cau

kind, but I need t

you can count on me

could see the sadness in her eyes and the way s

dy had many cracks in it. Beth had gone from warnings to pleas regarding my relationship with Jack. Anyway, she was alw

job and we're almost in th

ave a scholarship f

ey. Are you still w

the affirmative in case someo

ur mother can't work with those back pai

study what I was passionate about, and even though a literature degree wouldn't guar

try,

s not

ll find it, I'