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anted to do something or someone she would. I tried it allies way once and it didn't work out. Infact that's why I'm in this fucking mess. What if he actually tells me to pack up my desk, why did I fucking say that? What is fucking wrong with me? If I lose this job that's it its all over and I will be moving back in with my parents. Urgh the thought of going

waitress that should be just enough to keep me in the city. Arrggghhh I'm so fucking mad at myself. This is why it's so fucki

surprisingly easier than I first anticipated. It helps that this week has been nothing but meetings and the rest of our communication has been th

t today I come across one that hasn't been sen

nk things through, but please don't rule us out just yet. Take your time (hopefully not to much time) make your lists. I promise you this could be great. No one in the

ean I want to, oh god I seriously want to but how would it work could we seriously keep things sep

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n Monday but then she turned up for work on Tuesday. She wasn't going anywhere unless she was fired and no fucking way was I firing her. I spent the next few days on autopilot in my meetings I couldn't concentrate on anything w

lied within minutes and she agreed to fucking think about it. I just hope she makes her fucking lists quick. I know I told her to ta

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OSS!! He has said we can keep it separate sex and work but I'm really not sure I can move past it. I want to I really do but i can't get out of my own fucking head. Allies advice has been completely useless she just keeps telling me to go for it and fuck the consequences. I can't ask Sandra for advice because I don't want anyone at work knowing and if Sandra knew everyone and I mean everyone would know about it. As for Marcus, well