ng word, but l

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try to think that it's not him but it's not

mil

him call me by my name.

rs but I feel like it only happened yesterday. It seems like on

e hurt me. how he pushed me to stay away fr

looked him in the eyes. I can see tha

did you c

out first. " he said

back?! You want to ruin my life again

by-

d me so many times and now you still want to hurt me more?! Stop it Syl

u again nor do the things I've done to you in the past. I regret it, I regret all the things I've done t

ou're

ur presence. I wish you're there by my side but you weren't there. I always imagine myself with you. How happy we are. But imagining things has an end. Years of longing for you, I realized that You are the one I loved. My friends helped me to realize it.I'm very thankful to have friends like them, even though I always pushed them out of my business they still didn't leave me.I know I loved you in the first place but I was a coward. I'm afraid that I will hurt you or someone else. So I tried those things to you. The first thing that came inside my mind was to hurt you so that you could go away.And my feeling would fade but It wa

you? "I asked curious

me 2 years ago. And they still acc

d you the engineer? "I asked and he nodded. Fuck! They planned

successful! "

for this. " I said

fter all. "He said and

!!! "I screamed in frust

you? Well sorry,I won't! "I said and he turned into his ser

said and smirked at me. I

come and work together with you, I will

r dad follow you? He does what he says and you don't

leaving my position as an architect. " I said a

" he said

o conf

have you back. " he said an

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