There was no note on the nightstand. Only a sleek, silent smartphone sat on the glass surface. The cold metal casing mirrored the ruthless detachment of the man who had left it there.
The heavy double doors of the master bedroom swung open without a knock.
Mabel Cromwell, the estate manager, walked in. Her stiff, immaculate uniform contrasted sharply with the suffocating silence of the room.
Mabel's cold eyes scanned the rumpled sheets like a barcode reader. Her gaze finally locked onto Alexia's trembling shoulders. A microscopic sneer pulled at the corner of the older woman's mouth.
Mabel set a solid silver tray down on the nightstand. The sudden vibration caused the glass of water to rattle against the metal, emitting a sharp, piercing clink.
Alexia flinched, her muscles pulling tight.
She looked down at the tray. A foil blister pack lay in the center, with a single, white Plan B pill pushed out and resting starkly against the silver.
The blood drained from Alexia's face. A cold numbness spread from her scalp down to her fingertips.
"Take it," Mabel said. Her perfect Upper East Side accent dripped with disdain for the girl from the bottom of the social ladder.
Alexia's lips trembled. She opened her mouth, her voice barely a whisper. "Did Holmes... did Mr. Fowler ask you to give this to me?"
"Mr. Fowler never leaves loose ends," Mabel cut her off, her tone hard as concrete.
The words hit Alexia's chest like a sledgehammer. Her vision blurred with hot moisture. She dug her fingernails into her palms, refusing to let the tears fall in front of a woman who already looked at her like trash.
To salvage whatever microscopic shred of dignity she had left, Alexia reached out. Her fingers shook as she picked up the pill.
She didn't touch the water. She tossed the pill into her mouth and swallowed hard.
The dry chalk scratched the back of her throat, triggering a violent gag reflex. She clamped a hand over her mouth, forcing it down. She lifted her chin, meeting Mabel's judgmental stare, proving she knew her place.
Mabel picked up the tray. "Good. Don't forget what you are to him."
The housekeeper turned and walked out, pulling the heavy door shut with a definitive click.
The sound of the lock engaging shattered Alexia's remaining defenses. She collapsed forward, burying her face into the pillow. The fabric still smelled of Holmes' cedar and bergamot cologne.
A suppressed, broken sob tore its way out of her throat.
Last night, he had whispered her name against her skin. Today, she was just a transaction. The whiplash made her stomach heave.
She had to get out. She threw off the duvet, her legs shaking so badly she nearly collapsed as her bare feet hit the hardwood floor.
She stumbled into the marble bathroom and twisted the shower handle all the way to cold.
The freezing water blasted against her bruised skin. She grabbed a loofah and scrubbed at the marks on her neck and collarbones until the skin turned raw and stinging.
Stepping out, she ignored the walk-in closet filled with custom haute couture Holmes had bought for her. She dug into the back of a drawer and pulled out a faded grey hoodie and cheap denim jeans.
She shoved her heavy university textbooks into a canvas tote bag. The harsh zip of the bag echoed in the silent room, sounding like a severed connection.
Alexia walked out into the massive living room. The floor-to-ceiling windows showcased the glittering Manhattan skyline. She felt smaller than an insect against the glass.
A man in a black suit stepped forward near the entryway. "Miss Vaughan, where are you going?"
Alexia sidestepped the bodyguard. Her face was pale, but her voice was dead. "Do not follow me."
The bodyguard hesitated, surprised by the sudden ice in her tone. He reached for his earpiece to contact his superior.
Alexia didn't wait. She practically sprinted into the private elevator and hit the lobby button.
The doors slid shut, cutting off the view of the penthouse. The sudden drop of the elevator made her stomach lurch. She slid down the cool metal wall and hit the floor, gasping for air.
When the doors opened at the lobby, she forced herself to stand. She kept her head down, ignoring the receptionist's probing stare, and pushed through the revolving glass doors.
The morning wind of New York hit her face. It smelled of exhaust fumes and bitter coffee. It filled her empty lungs.
Her phone vibrated in her hoodie pocket.
She pulled it out. A text from her younger brother, Karson, flashed on the screen.
Alex, I'm at the Brooklyn precinct. They locked me up. I need bail money now.
Alexia's pupils contracted. Her heart, which had just shattered, violently kick-started again.
She bit her lower lip so hard she tasted copper. She shoved the phone back into her pocket and stepped off the curb, waving her hand frantically.
A yellow cab screeched to a halt. She pulled open the door.
"NYPD Brooklyn precinct. Hurry," she choked out.
The cab merged into the aggressive traffic. Alexia stared out the window at the blurring streets, her hands twisted into tight knots in her lap. The swamp of her reality was pulling her right back under.