Anonymous 2:0: How does it feels like to drown?, To be covered not in water, but with the blood of this damn life.. I have experienced that, and trust me when I say am an expert on everything that's bad, you name it: Murder, bullying, depression... Everything!, and I had decided to live with that...Oh god, I was fine living that way and literally thought that would be how the last years of my university would go, but fuck, I was so damn wrong immediately he appeared along, the pest, and the dumbass roommate, I have never wanted: That dickhead, LUCAS! LUCAS: As a student who won a scholarship during his third year to a new university, life's gonna be pretty hard, meaning I would have to catch up with the notes, lectures blah blah blah (You know the rest), but what I actually cared about was to make friends, get along with my new roommate, and graduate happily like any other happy ever after, but what the fuck happened?... All my dreams immediately crashed down when I moved in and met him...The university demon, MY DEAR ROOMMATE! Note: This is a bl novel, not straight, and some parts are dark, but don't let it scare you away, cause what's a novel without romance and spice?....
[Prepare you tissues darlings, you might need it]
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"How does it feels like to burn, not in fire, but in hot dripping larva...
How does it feels like to be lost, with not a single sense of direction...
How does it feels like to want to tear your heart out, and rid of yourself of every single shit called emotions and feelings...
How does it feels like to be lifeless and feel at peace like that is what you always wanted
Not to go deep, What is the even the definition of peace?
What is love?
And what is happiness?...
I don't know all this things, and to say I have ever even felt it was when I was a kid, you know innocent and all naïve, but now?, now it is something forbidden, and rather replaced with the feeling of been buried in a water, the feeling of drowning, suffocating, dying, even though you are living
I knew it all too well...
A feeling that tore me apart, broke me into pieces, and made sure there was not any single remains left
A feeling that no fucking amount of shitty "Sorry" could ever heal, a feeling worst than any kind of pain, you name it: Gunshot, stabbing...This feeling like a wolf was the "Ultima", and it was this same poisonous feeling that got mixed into my blood, and turned the remaining part of me into a living dead, a demon, anything that was bad and wrong, you name it, and made emotions become nothing to me
The demons in me made love become something so far away, something that couldn't be found in my dictionary, something so unreal that the word "Love" looks like nothing but a lie...well it was, there was no fucking thing called love
[Sad huh?, I told you to prepare your tissues]
But this demons in me weren't satisfied yet, Nah...
This depressing self hating feeling broke me beyond repair that anyone, any freaking body in my shoes would chose to just end this ever lasting loop of suffering, and die at last....anyone but me even though I felt like I was living on hell.
Yes, at first I concluded that something was wrong with my logic for still choosing to stay alive in other not to please the shit of people that had hurt me: The bullies, the ex, every fucking one who had broke me, but now?, now I guess the reason I was still alive and wasn't dead was because of....HIM, the one that finally crossed path with a broken mess like me
K- Kidnapper A- Antisocial I- Insane D- Destroyer E- Eliminator N- Nightmare That was him... A- Abducted S- Slave H- Hostage E- Enchained R- Ruined And this was me.. .... Tick...tock....tick... Once upone a tragedy, the fucking world was tired of heroes with capes, and cool men with suits, so it gave birth to a bad guy...No, the worst of them all, Mr. Venom, and unfortunately, I, who was a normal regular guy, trying to find his own feet, became his prey, or should I say one of his preys, but I was the most special one, the one that makes his dark heart go thud thud thud... And even though his touch was poison, I craved the pain more and more, cause in his eyes, I saw both my doom, and my...desires... I know it was so fucking silly, cause pur twisted toxic bond would destroy me, I knew it would, but I still couldn't resist, so I guess the real psychopath pf this story is actually me all along.. .... This bl novel contains dark, very dark scenes, so be prepared, and drink a lot of water, or else it might burn you...
... "If you want my liver for your mum, be ready to get married to me" I told him arrogantly, hating the way I was behaving, but in the end, I was the one tied and just had to save my family, and as soon as the words left my lips, he flinged a contract file on my lap aggressively, making me wince in pain, but now I knew that would just be the beginning. "Becoming my bride is way beyond your ledge" Trying to control his anger, he said to me, but still I was keen on standing on my ground. "But I would marry you sir and remain loyal to you and your entire household" "Silly woman, you are in for a death wish" With eyes ever so fierce, he said back to me wanting to scare me, but instead my lips curved and brought out a wide smile. "Then let me burn in the fire of your hatred" I responded, curving my lips wider. ..... Everything wasn't all rosy in Catherine's life, especially when her family started to fall apart. Despite to save the ones she loves, she signed a contract deal with the city's ruthless cold hearted billionaire overnight, in exchange for the donation of her liver to his mother. But is living under the same roof with the devil's son actually worth it? Warning: Read with caution, contains Erotic scenes
It all changed after I met him, the tattooed violent man, he became my new nightmare, it was a mistake to cross path .... 18 years ago, Ivy Medina Hathway died, yet she was alive... Born prematurely out of her mother's dead womb, it was a miracle, yet it was a curse.. She was born as a lifeless monster, it wasn't her fault, she wanted vengeance, nothing less.. Vengeance over everyone that had wronged her dead mother so wrong, her passion turned into obsession, yet she would do anything to have it... But yet again, fate had other plans for her... She met him... The one and only Ryan Stones, the demon to everybody nightmare, it was him... It was a mistake, oh God, a grave mistake to cross part with him, but it was too late.. He flipped her life upside down and wrote a new story for her.. I OWN you... With no shame, he said that clearly to her red boiling face But what happens when she falls madly in love with the demon's brother..An Abomination! He would kill her, yet her heart chose to rebel, but the demon would never accept defeat, it was obsession, it was madness, he threatens to kill and take the little thing she had left, she was in trouble... ..... Everything all changed after I met him and I became stuck in my own web... ....... How far would you go to save someone that you love?... Would you give up your dignity?, your body?, your heart and fall flat in your face, all because of that person?.... I did and it crushed me completely.... He says he owns me, but I don't want to think it's true... He likes to hurt me and I love to let him.... I hate him for everything he had done, he'd pay, but that's the lie I tell myself everyday, cause sadly I was defenceless, so he became my god... ...... "You belong to me now".... "What!" I screamed in fear, trying so hard not to crack, as I watch him grin proudly.. "I want you, all of you, not only your lips"..... "Stop it".... "No I won't, cause you drive me crazy".... "You don't own me, you shit"... "Shh".... "Please".... "This is the price to save a life..... "You are my stepbrother..... "And I don't fucking care, I'd kill everyone else... ... But that wasn't all I needed protection from
After two years of marriage, Sadie was finally pregnant. Filled with hope and joy, she was blindsided when Noah asked for a divorce. During a failed attempt on her life, Sadie found herself lying in a pool of blood, desperately calling Noah to ask him to save her and the baby. But her calls went unanswered. Shattered by his betrayal, she left the country. Time passed, and Sadie was about to be wed for a second time. Noah appeared in a frenzy and fell to his knees. "How dare you marry someone else after bearing my child?"
He told her to call him Daddy. Not because he earned it, but because he fucking owned her. The moment she signed that contract, she stopped being a woman with dignity and became his filthy little plaything. His holes to use. His mess to ruin. He didn't just fuck her, he rewired her. Stripped her clean of boundaries and filled her with sin. Every punishment made her scream. Every game dragged her deeper into his twisted world. And the way he praised her... Good girl. She should've run the first time he said it. But Daddy doesn't let his toys leave. He breaks them until they beg to stay. ** Mia's life changed the night she let a stranger ruin her. One night. She never expected to see him again. Until she walked into her new job... and her boss turned around. Ace.Her one-night sin in a thousand-dollar suit. Only this time, he wasn't asking her to be his assistant. She was to be his wife.
Sawyer, the world's top arms dealer, stunned everyone by falling for Maren—the worthless girl no one respected. People scoffed. Why chase a useless pretty face? But when powerful elites began gathering around her, jaws dropped. "She's not even married to him yet—already cashing in on his power?" they assumed. Curious eyes dug into Maren's past... only to find she was a scientific genius, a world-renowned medical expert, and heiress to a mafia empire. Later, Sawyer posted online. "My wife treats me like the enemy. Any advice?"
To the public, she was the CEO's executive secretary. Behind closed doors, she was the wife he never officially acknowledged. Jenessa was elated when she learned that she was pregnant. But that joy was replaced with dread as her husband, Ryan, showered his affections on his first love. With a heavy heart, she chose to set him free and leave. When they met again, Ryan's attention was caught by Jenessa's protruding belly. "Whose child are you carrying?!" he demanded. But she only scoffed. "It's none of your business, my dear ex-husband!"
"Never let anyone treat you like shit!" I learned that the hard way. For three years, I lived with my in-laws. They didn't treat me as their son-in-law but as a slave. I put up with everything because of my wife, Yolanda Lambert. She was the light of my life. Unfortunately, my whole world came crashing down the day I caught my wife cheating on me. I have never been so heartbroken. To have my revenge, I revealed my true identity. I was none other than Liam Hoffman—the heir of a family with trillions of dollars in assets! The Lamberts were utterly shocked after the big reveal. They realized what fools they had been for treating me like trash. My wife even knelt down and begged for my forgiveness. What do you think I did? Did I take her back or made her suffer? Find out!
"I, Erika Blackwood, stand before you, Alexander Robertson, with a heavy heart. I hereby reject you as my mate. The bond we once shared has grown fragile, and my soul yearns for a different path. May you find solace in the love of another, and may we both find the happiness we seek." Alexander didn't say a word and looked at me. But he refused to accept. *********** Erika Blackwood is the next Alpha in line of the Ironclaw Pack. She hides her identity and gets mated to the Alpha of the Moonforest Pack, Alexander Robertson. Three years passed, but Alexander is still unwilling to let go of his childhood sweetheart. Erika is mistreated and eventually framed by the same childhood sweetheart. Now she leaves with that humiliation, and goes back to her pack, swearing vengeance on those who hurt her. They all waited for her to return and beg, but what happens when they realize that the famous Ironclaw Pack that was going to help in the rogue war, was ruled by a woman named, Erika Blackwood. Now her Ex mates want her back. Other Alphas want this woman.. But will she accept any of them? Or will she stay independent forever?...