obsessions

~~~~~~~Ayita~~~~~~ Call it my stupidity or something but i didn’t know how I was tell zayn off anymore. The fear in his eyes was enough to make me change my mind, i have seen this man crying and I don’t want to see him hurt again. I was leading him to sin again and it was not something I wanted to do again, even my mum warned me but here I was, my heart winning over my head.

“Flower” zayn called out to me while cupping my face, “are we back together?” “What do you think?” I asked back, “you are not even giving me the chance to speak for myself” His lips curved into a smile, “I have missed you so much Ayita” his hands were caressing the small of my back, “I thought I was going to lose my mind and I even wanted to confess to the bishop and tell him to take me back” “It seems you are still feeling conflicted about leaving the priesthood right?” I questioned and he sighed. “The moment Dmitri hears that I quit, he would do everything humanly possible for me to take care of the family” “He is threatening you?” An expressionless look flash across his face but he quickly masked it up with a smile. “He can’t do shit” I leaned into his embrace and allowed myself to hug him. I have missed him so much and I didn't know how to explain it. “You know I am not allowing you to leave again right?” “You have to make me a promise though” I said, still leaning into his embrace. “Anything for you, Bella” his voice held so much authority and he sounded so dominating. “Promise not to take anyone’s life again?” I asked and I saw him gulp. For zayn I knew it was a hard pill to swallow because his jealousy could get really ugly if he was pushed to the wall but it was not like I was going to do anything wrong right? “Promise me, zayn” I said again and he nodded. “I promise I won’t take a life again, okay?” “Thank you” Part of me was happy that he made that promise but I was still conscious of the fact that he still had to meet the bishop and the ridicule he would have to face. I have always been scared of that and now it was coming to pass faster than I can even comprehend” “Are you scared?” He asked after a while and I turned my attention to him. “What do you mean?” “You are scared for me right?” This man could see right through me and he knew exactly how I was feeling. “I am really worried about Zayn, I don’t know how everyone is going to react when they find out that you are quitting. I mean you are the ideal…….” “Shhhhh” he shushed me while placing his index finger on my lips, “I will handle it okay?” “Are you sure?” “I promise, princess” He then bent down and captured my lips while his hand cupped the small of my back. The kiss was slow and intense, we both were hungry for each other and the only thing I wanted to do at that point was just to be one with him. I have missed this man so much and I didn't want to lose him again. “I missed you so much zayn” I managed to say at a a certain interval and a smirk appeared on his face. “Should I show you how much I missed you?” “What are you planning on doing?” “I will show you, gattina” Before I could say anything, he yanked me from the ground before making his way upstairs slowly. “Your workers are watching zayn” I managed to say. “Let them” he rasped out, “I don’t want to hide you anymore okay? I want to show the world how much you mean to me my love” I felt color creep up on my face and I couldn’t stop myself from blushing in his embrace, how I loved this man. The moment we got to the room, he placed me on the bed gently before claiming my lips again. This time, the kiss was not gentle. It was filled with so much need and want. Our tongues danced in sync and I wanted the whole of him for myself. Zayn kept caressing my body while his lips worked wonders on mine, no matter how many times I have tasted his lips. I still couldn’t get enough of it. “How I missed your body, flower” his sensual voice reached my ears and I could feel some heat rising in my body especially when he kissed my earlobe. His hand cupped my bum and he gave it a little squeeze which made me groan in pleasure. He was the only man who made me feel more like a woman. I enjoyed sex with my husband but zayn made me feel a lot more, he made me feel like I was the only person on earth that mattered. “Permission to ravage your body, princess” he said between breaths, his hand was on my boobs and he was playing with it so hard, I could already feel mg juice dripping from me. “Za…yn” I managed to stutter as I grabbed a handful of his long wavy hair. “Say what you want princess” he whispered back, his hand working wonders on my nipple. I could feel a huge bulge pressing against my abdomen and I knew he also wanted me, he was damn hard. “You are fucking hard” Zayn smirked, “I get hard every fucking time I see you, baby” He didn’t let me say a word again and claimed my lips again before yanking my gown off my body. I was wearing a lacy pantie but not a bra and I could tell he was happy with the sight in front of him. “Delicious” zayn smacked his lips and took one of my peaks in his mouth which made me groan in pleasure. His hand circled my other nipple for a while before slowly making its way to my tummy. His hands were like magic working wonders on my tummy. Trails of hickey followed suit as he kissed and licked my body which made me shudder in pleasure at intervals. His hand found my lace and he tugged it off making me naked in front of him. “I can’t get enough of you, princess” he whispered into my ears and I felt his hand find my fold which made me curl my legs. “Zayn” I managed to whisper. “You like what I am doing, princess?” He played with my clit for a while and my juice kept pouring out in abundance while his fingers kept pumping in and out of me. I was going crazy with ecstasy and the bulge underneath his trouser was getting bigger with each passing minute. “Faster zayn” I managed to scream and he Increased the intensity of his finger thrusts while my breasts danced in rhythm, I was loving the feeling. “Cum for me, princess” his fingers were still going in and out of me and it was like the permission I needed, I ached my back and released all of my juice onto his finger while his lips curved into an evil smirk. Beads of sweat were all over his face and the zayn I knew was just getting started with me. “We are just getting started my love” That night, zayn took me for hours and he was not satisfied, I practically begged him when I couldn’t feel my legs anymore. ***** The sun ray’s slowly crept up on my face and I opened my eyes to see a beautiful sight before me. Zayn was sleeping so peacefully and his body was bare down to the waist where the sheets tangled around him. He looked like a god of seduction and I couldn't get enough of the man in front of me. How could a priest look so appealing and that tattoo on his body was making her all hot again, a mafia priest suits him well. “I can feel your eyes boring into me, Ayita '' zayn's deep voice reached my ears and I gulped. His long lashes fluttered open and a smile was gracing his lips. “I can’t get enough of you even if I want to, zayn” I said with a sly smirk on my lips, “you are an all round shade of sin” He bit his lips, “ now you are making me hard” “How hard can you be daddy?” I asked him again. Before I came to say jack, he flipped me over and he was on top of me. “Do you have time?” “What do you mean?” “Maybe you should call your mum and the office, you may not be able to walk after this” He didn’t even let me speak again before claiming my lips and sending one of his fingers into my already wet entrance.