Beverley didn't blink. She stared past the nurse, her gaze fixed on the harsh fluorescent light above the operating room doors at the end of the hall. The light that had turned off twenty minutes ago.
Her phone was cold against her ear. She had dialed Ellwood's number seventeen times. The mechanical voice cut through the silence again.
"The number you have reached is currently unavailable."
She lowered the phone. Her thumb hovered over the screen, the contact photo showing Ellwood in a tuxedo, looking away from the camera. She pressed call again. Voicemail.
The doctor's voice echoed in her skull. "Complications. I'm so sorry. We did everything we could."
It was a routine surgery. A minor procedure. The words bounced around her head, colliding with the reality of the silent operating room.
She stood up. Her legs felt like they belonged to someone else. She walked past the nurse, leaving the water untouched, and pushed through the heavy doors of the hospital exit.
The cold air hit her face. It was November in Manhattan. The wind whipped down the streets, but she couldn't feel it. Her body was numb, encased in ice from the inside out.
She walked. She didn't hail a cab. She didn't look at the street signs. Her feet carried her west, toward the water. The sounds of the city-the honking cabs, the wailing sirens-felt muffled, as if she were walking underwater.
"Mama."
The voice was soft. Small. Beverley stopped, her heart seizing in her chest. She turned around, scanning the sidewalk. A woman walked past, pulling a little boy in a red jacket. He wasn't Aiden.
Aiden was gone.
She reached the railing along the Hudson River. The water was black, churning against the pier. She gripped the metal bar, the cold biting into her palms, trying to anchor herself to something real.
Then, a boom.
A streak of red light shot into the sky from a barge on the river. It exploded, showering the night with sparks of gold.
Beverley flinched. She looked up, her eyes wide.
Another boom. Blue stars burst against the black clouds. Then green. Then purple. The night sky over Manhattan lit up like noon. The thunderous sound vibrated in her chest, shaking the numbness loose.
She stared, confused. Fireworks? In November?
Her phone buzzed in her hand. She looked down. A text message from Tessa Finch.
"Bev, are you okay? Don't look at the news."
Beverley's thumb trembled. Don't look at the news. The words were a trigger. She closed the message app and tapped the news icon.
The loading screen vanished. The headline screamed at her in bold black letters.
"Billionaire Ellwood Stevenson Buys Out Hudson River Fireworks Show to Celebrate Ryan Frederick's Discharge from the Hospital."
Below the headline was a photo. Ellwood, in a cashmere coat, holding a small boy in his arms. Beside him, a woman with perfect blonde hair and a radiant smile. Kaleigh Frederick. The fireworks exploded behind them, painting their faces in bright colors.
Beverley's stomach dropped. The cold that had numbed her body vanished, replaced by a heat that burned her throat. Ryan. Kaleigh's son. Aiden's classmate.
She remembered Aiden's voice from last week. "Mom, Ryan is sick. He needs a special gift to get better. Daddy said so."
A special gift.
Her fingers moved frantically, swiping down the page. A related article caught her eye. A gossip column. "Seven Years Ago: Stevenson Heir's Mysterious Bogota Ordeal-Kaleigh Frederick's 'Heroic Sacrifice' That Saved the Billionaire."
Beverley leaned over the railing. Her stomach heaved. A dry, painful retch wracked her body, but nothing came up. Just bile and agony.
Seven years ago. She had been in that jungle too. The damp dirt. The gunmetal taste of fear. The sound of machetes hacking through the undergrowth. The agony of using their last vial of purified water to clean the gash on Ellwood's leg, knowing it was his only chance to stave off infection. The memory of forcing herself to drink from a murky, leaf-choked stream, the fever that followed, and the deep, unshakable chill that had settled into her bones ever since.
She had knelt in the mud, praying to a god she didn't believe in, begging them to take her life and spare his.
She had done that. Not Kaleigh.
And now Ellwood was celebrating another woman's child while their own son lay cold in a morgue drawer.
She straightened up. She looked back at the sky. The fireworks continued to bloom, mocking her grief with their celebration.
She opened her phone dialer. She didn't call Ellwood this time. She searched for the number of the event company that handled the Stevenson family's public functions. It took her three rings to find the direct line to the owner.
"Gus Kowalski speaking."
"Mr. Kowalski," Beverley said. Her voice was hoarse, stripped raw. "The fireworks tonight on the Hudson. Who booked them?"
"Ma'am, we don't usually disclose-"
"I am Beverley Stevenson," she cut him off. "My husband's name is on the invoice. Tell me when it was booked."
There was a pause. "Yes, ma'am. The booking was made by a Ms. Evelyn Reed. Paid in full. It was scheduled a week ago. A celebration of a miracle, she said."
A week ago. Beverley closed her eyes.
A week ago, Ellwood had insisted Aiden needed a physical. A routine check-up. A minor surgery that was perfectly safe.
And a week ago, his assistant had booked a fireworks show to celebrate another child's life.
The timeline clicked into place in her head. Piece by piece, the puzzle formed a picture so horrific it made her head spin. Aiden's surgery wasn't a complication. It was a gift. A sacrifice for Ryan Frederick.
The grief that had paralyzed her evaporated. In its place, something else took root. It was cold. It was sharp. It was a rage so deep it felt like ice in her veins.
She opened her photo gallery. Pictures of Ellwood. Their wedding. Their vacations. His smile. His lies.
She selected them all. Every single one. Her thumb hovered over the delete button for a second, then pressed it firmly.
The photos vanished.
Beverley looked up at the sky. The fireworks were fading. The smoke drifted over the city like a shroud. Her eyes, once hollow with shock, were now hard. Sharp. Unyielding.
She turned her back to the river and walked away from the water. She wasn't going home to cry. She was going to war.