owing a three-day confinement, I wasted no ti

sharing with her the details of what had happene

this, I will never be r

them yet. All I did was avoid and run away from it, but I need to acknowledge the reality that t

nga gano

the physical and emotional pain inflicted u

but be moved to tears as well. Kitang kita ko kung ga

e through. I didn't want to leave without sharing it with her.

ces could also potentially trigger trauma in Xia, bu

he's genuine to me, she d

ow someone who can help us. They need to pay for what they did to you!" garalgal pa din

okay naman na, ang mahalaga ay ligtas na kam

belief, tila hindi makapa

boyfriend, matutulungan niya tayo," nagul

ganoon kabigat ang atmosphere na kahit mismo si Xia na na

isip na makikita ko muli ang mga taong

hit pa makita ko sila na pinaparusahan, the

ill never be okay," alam ko

aming binalot

now that your memor

be very happy about me recovering

ber our home address, and I also know where my husband's compan

, I don't think I ca

t feels sadness as I leave Xia's car

go. I have a husband, and we are having a baby. M

ht that being adopted would give me a happy family that I had always longed for as a child. However, i

aramdaman noon kung pa

intay ba sa'yo doon?" mag

I'm sure he's not looking for me. I don't have any

ng sarili ko sa

asamang umasa, o m

naantay ako ng as

not convinced

you just regained your memories, pahatid na lang kaya kita? I

langang mag-abala. I and my baby will be fine," I sai

ys have me, I'm ju

mory had returned, but emotionally I still felt fragmented - like pieces of myself remained s

me that I would return? Did he search tirelessly for any signs of where I

ould I start to heal from

grateful. But this is something I feel I need to do for myse

very careful, please. Don't trust too easily. And know that you have a home here whenever you need it. Si Tay at Nay, anak ang turing

r these past difficult months. Now it wa

very mile closer to answers felt like a

e. My