d I finally get it-some people aren't born mut
antic outbursts, ending in nothing but the dead silence of "read but unanswered." Don't even get me started on calls-
egging for help. I could hear my own voice shaking, like a tattered rag in the wind, but not so much as a punctuation
, just dropped a cold line: "You made a mess of th
ire. In the end, I said nothing. Back then, I still ma
bled for my phone, hands shaking so bad I could barely dial his number, and called him twenty times straight. The
oncern in his voice, just blame: "Why didn
at the bandage on my arm, a
fighting-tired enough to want t
ting. Waiting for a respo
first instinct was to grab my phone and dial him. That endless "beep-beep" felt like a death knell.
seat, and blurred
g compared to the ache in my chest. Still bleeding, I stumbled into his office, picked up a
ls, what's the point of keeping it?!" I scr
ressionless-as if I'd just smashed a r
fication chime cut through the air. But before I could proce
ed his car keys and bolted out the door, faster
been sucked out. On impulse, I
was scorching, searing my eyes. I watched a young woman, her hand on her preg
en lifted her into his arms carefully, his voice low and tender-a to
tight my nails cracked. The pain shot up my
nd to a Messenger
f looking worried, o
en another woman in hi
ame. What a coincidence-on the day I lost ou
dream, the baby who never got to see the world called me
rist. The baby vanished, and in fro
grip on my wrist was tight enough to break bones. "Because you fl
: "Lost it? Good. Why should
a long silence, he climbed onto the bed, reaching for my clothes, his
screamed, my hea
s gone-his and mine. An
rld was closed off to me.
knife on the nightstand. Without thinking,
im. I want
lucky-only a
n the middle of a Zoom meeting, didn't even glan
ification. He paused the meeting immediatel
r. The chat na
ing it cold and empty. So he could reply right away-
before he resumed the meeting. An h
ce steady. "You're the at-fault party
es, then his expression turned cold again: "Morgan's
o everything to take care of her. D
knife, slicing my heart slowly. "How
wallet and handed it to me, then signed the divorce papers without a second
was clear-Come back when y
l. I'd put up with five years of silence
me, I'd fina
red at his wallet. It had
oked at Joanne Morgan's face, froze for a
e southern suburbs you liked-I transferred it to Morgan. The fore
y palm: "I told you. That house was my first
nse from
ng at his phone, typing. His a
mp
ickly, as if running fast enough coul
out the photo agai
ed so muc
Brian Locke's dead first love-the
only one who offered help-on the condition that Brian marry me. I
es. But when he spoke, he said he wanted to marry my step-s
ut-they'd already had
r, so he called off the engagement and told me: "Hone
ame to me privately, saying he'd
rgetting my dad's words. I'd naively thought his change of hear
re the reception ended, we heard
l, my stepmom's wails, the guests' whispers, and my dad's
essages-said he preferred calls. But once the Locke family got b
-pouring in all my joy and sorrow
wn, confronted
ily Bennett had messaged him before she died, but I'd
imself. And
looked 80% like Lily-and treated her a hund
led the photo, and threw it out the window.
y hair-like
t. The more he ignored me, the more messages I
e was drive
attempts to heal, and countless t
Really,
d dialed a number I had
heard my own voice shake-b
still mean what you