ime, leaving me at the courthouse to
plan: they wanted me to get sterilized s
e to apologize. He even locked me in the basement, knowing
s a monster, and I
ed my bags, accepted a dream job across
are
pte
y P
e my fiancé left me s
oden bench, my fingers tracing the cold, intricate metal of the engagement ring Arthur had placed there six months a
d been waiting
owery?" a clerk called out,
I said, the words tasting like ash in my mouth. I
ture of pity and annoyance before
the screen. Relief, weak and pathetic, washed over me fo
you? They' ve call
etic murmur that used to make my heart melt. Now it
p. And that something w
ed, my voice dangerously quiet.
she has a headache and she' s feeling di
ntment for a marriage license-our third
our vacation because Claudia felt lonely. Eighty-eight times. I' d kept a tally on a hidden app on my phone. Eighty-eight
by, are yo
wall. "She has her own car, Arthur. She has a
with that familiar, frustrated guilt. "She needs
dia had supposedly pushed him out of the way of a speeding car, breaking her own leg in the proces
l make it up to you, I pro
or my response. T
al tone. The muffled sounds of the courthouse faded into a dull
y finger easily, leaving a pale, indented mark on my skin. I looked at the brilliant ston
econd thought, I opened my hand and let the ring drop. It made a small, unsatisfyingwas looking at me, his brow furrowed. "You
r him. What wa
not worth it, kid. Any guy who stands you up at the marriag
see. Everyone saw it but me. My friends, my family, even a stranger at
tech empire, who' d burst into the campus library like a storm, charming and brilliant and utterly captivated by me. He pursued me relentlessly, with helicopter rides over the city and private
tionship, Claudia had retu
xam. A weekend trip postponed because Claudia had the flu. But the intrusions grew more frequen
"She' s just fragile, Jody
was when she wasn' t around. But today, standing in this soulless courthouse, I fina
we shared was a blur. I parked my car and walked through the front door, the silence of the house press
heard their voices coming from the master bed
Arthur?" It was Claudia, her voice
firm, confident. "Jody loves me.
od ran
"She undergoes the tubal ligation, we get married, and she raises my baby as her own
on. They wanted me to give up my ability to have children, to rais
hild I would
sked. "You' re sure... yo
ight that he grows up with his father. And Jody will be the perfect mo
t feel my hands, my feet. A roar started
d the d
m wrapped around Claudia' s shoulders. They tu
started, taking
oice a raw whisper. "Whose
on her lips. She placed a protective hand on her sti
d on its axis.
face was pale, his eyes pleading. "Jody, let me explain. It' s not
my chest. "You want me to undergo surgery, to become sterile, so I c
. "This way, we can all be together. Arthur won' t have to choose.
a bone-deep, chilling cold. The love I had felt for him, the patienc
gn of the man I fell in love with. I found none. "Is thi
or me, his hand trembling. "Jody, plea
n fire. The words "I love you" from his lips
d been sleeping in for months, and locked the door. I sank to the floor, my body shaking uncontrolla
e one who believed in love and fairy t
my phone rang. It was a number I hadn' t seen in a wh
arm and familiar. "I hope I'
It' s fine." My
t opened up. The project is groundbreaking, a new polymer synthesis that could change everything. It' s your work, Jo
firm on the other side of the country. A dr
ife. An
washed over me,
ar and steady for the first t
rful news! When
sterile room that had been
to my closet, and pulled out a suitcas
inally, ble
-