those years returned in my dreams,
face as I recalled the nightmare
t by an old man to be a young girl forced into servi
work-washing heaps of dirty clothes, feeding pi
heavy iron chain
follow him around, taking the brun
scratch, they would b
urled up under h
semblance of affection grew betwee
hoping to escape, but I was caught at
two bamboo sticks broke, leavi
was fra
me capable of caring for him, they wo
cape, I was chained in the pig
y, my eyes filled with desperati
corner of the sty, I
ght me a bowl of sour, moldy rice, cover
my starved stomach cou
o the bowl, sneering, "If you don't want to
f life slipping away again-I wanted
swallowed the rotte
he bet! The idiot's wife can even ea
, I vomited a
uffered from seve
nd began waking early each day to make a pot of p
finding such an exceptiona
had ties to Sonya, or I w
my parents and brother to her, unwilling to
rned from abroad, and only then did I dis
saw Louis visibly shaken, smo
or months for the sak
d then-against Sonya, I would
ind Louis, who hadn't slept a
eagerly served me a
isn't well. Drink up the
then I noticed the thermal lunchbo
riefly as he tried to hid
Mom asked me to make porridge fo
orridge, were you caring for your pregnant wife or wo