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At the monitor blinking steadily. At the tubes that disap
d gently. I didn't say anything. She didn't ei
us. The smell of antiseptic clung
ad, but he w
spital - without good news or bad
Don't fal
dangerous thing of all. Like last Christmas when I thought Pa would come home to
Don't acc
ngs-long, invisible threads that c
Never sho
assmate. And she told the whole room t
, I would. No one would see it, but I'd feel it press
cars and vendors yelling "palamig!" from street corners. For a moment, I considered buying some to ease the scorch of the heat, but I di
had ended up in the ICU. Car crash. Mangled vehicle. Coma. And wo
worked overtime shifts at the bank, smiled and laughed excessively in
w it
o my list. Rule #4: Never tru
and re-braided my hair with practiced efficiency. My uniform blazer was too b
s," the dr
y bag over my shoul
n. The morning sun lit up the school's cream walls, and the scent of cut grass mixed with fried street food from the ne
EN
tch Hannah's flying body as s
re wearing gl
grinned, her teeth gleaming.
ed behind us with two steaming cups of taho: soft tofu, brown sugar
, looping her arms through ours. "Also,
se we haven't
ng how much it would cost to get my dad's hospital room extended for anothe
were forming a human pyramid whi
ing the game late
t ga
ss Academy vs Mater Carmeli Scholarium. Oh
vate school-was coming to their campus for a friendly exhibitio
said flatly. "And it'
ould call me damsel becau
ds the same to me," Hannah teased.
esn't require jer
smirking. "But wait till she mee
spered. "Like, 'ruin-your-life
not int
e classrooms. The center space had recently been cleared to make r
t for clout. Not even for pri
eded
allway where Ma sobbed quietly on the phone. Out of the ache I fel
was th
ng the very same academy I'd be
s starts in fiv
TI'
, I sat with one leg bouncing, earbuds in. Tryi
nalizing. Family dinner
rean fool asked, waving a plastic fork
ing, idiot,
e broo
e bench behind us, stretching his arms. "
y constipated," Tim added,
van to take us to Holy Cross. Tim was scrolling through the latest chess updates.
about the fact that my parents had
. I wasn't even d
family plan. And I always follow
laying again?
id. "Where your futur
"They don't
ven know the
tai
tied in a braid, the school's
id. "Bia's going to face HCA's to
Bia answered, not tu
s perk
mo
he name itched at the back of my brain l
," I said
an ar