, out of nowhere in the middle of my unconsciousness, extends her hands out to me. She's just my guardian angel, my fairy godmother, and it's funny that I dreamt of
.
ow what it is. It's like I have to do something, like a celebration, but I don't know
3rd."
y to remember what makes A
Sarah calling m
looking at me. She is not blinking, but I don't think that's weird. I take my
you okay?"
just staring at me while going down to her. I ask the same question, but she ignores me for the second time, and she's still not blinking her eyes. I'm b
sweetie?" Sarah says wit
's not mad at me-she doesn't have any emotion on her
what's wrong
g with her eyes. I'm scared rig
urting me
hday, Jane.
whisper everywhere in the house. I look everywhere to find where the voices are coming from. I look back at S
hday, Jane.
.
d confusion. I'm shaking a
myself. "You are not Sarah!"
steps on the stairs, and then Sarah breathlessly opened the door. I squint my
weetie?" she ask
ied when she did everything for me, but my dream makes me. She tries to
raid of me?
t me." I c
, hurt, as if I
that to you." She s
le, I can't hold my tears any longer. Not because I am scared, but because I fin
nightmare?" s
dly while my head is
d you now?
he forces a smile on me. I peek at my hands, looking at her. I can see her worried face, and then I no
... my sisters." I stutter, my voice
k. "We can visit them if you want. It's Saturday, and I have alre
sed arms. I can finally see her face and her messy hair. She's so
to see them anymor
. They're your family, and
ed me to stay here
ou can't stay
to me, Sar
and she sits still on
y." She says. "I said you
but I thought
e bedding. "I like you, but you can't stay here forev
then you should l
bell sleeves. I look at myself in the mirror: I look like I'm going to church. I look for something simpler that would not attract too much attention to me. My e
mad or annoyed with me, but I can't stop being too annoying. I feel I grew, but I still have a lot of growing up to do. I don't know wh
ios in my head. Then I put on my shoes more slowly than ever. Sarah opens the door of the room after I tie my shoes with a ribbon. I wonder if she put a surveillance camera in my room. I lo
ready?"
bed. I fall on the bed, folding my legs and scooting slowly away from her until I feel the wall on my back. I feel unsafe for the first time since I met her. She
e something wr
r... are... y ... you?" I s
, Sara."
shaking
o hurt me." I sa
n't do that to you." She says aga
. "You were hurting me
ok scared at me?" S
rt me?" I look at her
ipes my tears. Sarah can't do