na
d betrayal coul
d tightly around my knees, staring at the d
dows. My phone lay beside me, its screen still glowin
for you to find
wasted. Every promise, every whispered secret, every night I fell asleep believing he was min
was
sm
rumors about me in the locker room, and made me feel like the ugliest, smallest thing walking those
or a gasp for air. My chest ached in a way I couldn't describe, like
coul
swer. I didn't want anyone to see me like this
me Mia's ge
"Go away," I croaked, m
attress dip as Mia sat beside me. I couldn't even
ck. "I know you're hurting. I wish I could take it aw
slipping down my chee
my sister's getting married. In Vegas. A beachside wedding. Waves,
.. I can't. I don't want to see peopl
pity. They held something else - a quiet kind of understanding. "Come with me. You don't have to talk, you don't
e small, broken fragment, wanted to believe there could be a moment of quiet somewhere a
y voice barely abov
ulled me into a tight hug. For the first
" she said, pulling awa
I'd been holding. The pain was still there, sharp and cruel. But f
ca
only for
he we
ent, casting the sky in warm shades of orange and pink. Waves crashed against the shore in
with soft curls falling to her shoulders. Everyone was smiling, laughing
ide, I
o my hand, barely tasting it as I downed it in one long
anot
countin
e memories of Daniel's hands in mine, his voice in my ear,
sitting too long, hair tousled by the wind. But I didn't care. I wasn't here
ned near the shoreline. I wandered closer to the water's edge, the sand cool benea
stared out at the hori
h
id he
, of al
low it down, but the tears blurred my vision anyway. I hated how fragile I
ind, hoping it would dry
hoping it'll wash their sins away. Or at least
fr
l or the ache in my heart, but for
ere he
ee a few steps away, a man watched m
and alcohol, my head swimming a little. My lip
he was
ubble, those gray eyes like the storm before rain, and a mouth that looked like it never smiled for no rea
ice faint. "I wasn
"But you looked like yo
lip, "May
wkward, but heavy. Then h
this world but you. And trust me... t
it was a line - God knows I'd heard plenty of clumsy ones in my l
a weak, cr
dramatic with drunk s
his gaze darkened, like he wasn't
e beauti
ow what ca
ke he saw all the broken pieces and didn't flinch. Or maybe I was just
myself, the words tu
wanna sle