FIVE - L
month since th
le kept me locked in his mansion like I was some rare artifact he didn't know how to use, only how to show off. I was
ut I felt nothin
the wedding, or the vows I
hotog
stra
y body before my h
mi
hat storm of a night when I gave him all of me and he left without a w
. I couldn'
s hands had traced every inch of my body like I was something sacred. The w
seal our marri
loose, thinking he could crawl into my bed and
scre
broken in. I cried, kicked, cursed at the sight of his nake
er tried t
called his name because they were paid to. I heard them at night sometimes, jus
. I thought
grip my hand in public for photos, I flinched. All
that night wa
as m
e
rget
was my
time the elevator dinged, I hoped foolishly that he'd
he d
nausea ca
dy, until it curled around
bathroom. Nothing came out, just dry heaves. This had been happening for da
earlier made me dizzy. Something was wrong. Deep down, I knew what it was.
dn't say i
t even co
a driver. I couldn't exactly stroll into a pharmacy and buy a pregnancy test with a smile. And asking one of th
r touched me. Not o
. there would be no
kept
ed it wa
delaye
ood poi
ing but what I
t three days ago custom-fitted, straight from the boutique. That meant only one thing: an event. Another party. Another e
crawl into b
ophy. And tonight, I had t
ation, and lining my eyes with a soft gold shimmer. I stared at my reflection
blur of champagne lights and luxury cars. Photographers gathered outside
om dripped
lated
l chan
ng slow jazz near t
very corner. Men in tux
t for joy. B
ke our rounds, stopping for handshakes, pictures, shallow
it hi
spin
en, chok
robbed. My vi
crashed over me l
The perfum
er's arm. "I...
everythin
appeared bene
urred int
turned t
rd was someone shout
, si