RA'S
G. I'm so de
ll him about the note, right? It could've been any note she was holding just now. She could've been smiling beca
ching him stare me down. His fists were cl
dn't tell me Kate was ass
lowed.
te?
bitch who dare
ethed, my voice
But no-you'd rather keep it to yourself and get hurt in the process. And you kno
d, voice
plans, right? And yeah, it was just notes this time. But what if it gets physical, Kierra?
eye. I stared at the floor
! We're supposed to tell each other everything. The
didn't
hing else... right?" he
else you're hiding," Maya's
r... U
? Because sooner or later, I'll find out. And by then, i
'm hopelessly i
head. Nearly screa
"Nothing, Xander. I'm not
s get everything you want. It hurts. I know it hurts-God, it hurts like hell. But that's life. Sometimes the things you love... h
"You know how much I care about you, right? Please don'
her soon anyway. You never stay with a girl for more than a week. All your flings do that to me-they pick on me, b
eserved to know. Yo
difference wou
ow you. Just watch," he
teria like it was a beauty pageant and s
said, gesturing to the seat
ut
s. Sit," he s
antly s
ning in to kiss his cheek.
e importantly-why is she in
e. And more importantly, I'm not
like it mea
der, you said you loved me! And I love
re, Kate. So we're done. And if you didn
m beautiful! I'm sexy! Gu
you ever, ever try to hurt her again, I'll make sure Evergreen High knows exactly who their
..." sh
ct? That I'd go down on one knee, propose, a
hed, ey
ou were the last girl on earth, I'd let the human race go
do? I won't take you back! I swear it! You'll regre
ou desire him-he'll never be yours. He'll never love you. At least I got the chance to hug him, to caress him, to lo
torme
tunned. My hea
othing happened. Maya kept glancing at me, silently apologizing.
the
se she was right. She got to touch him. Love him.
couldn't stop loving him. I kept hoping. Kept
ved him. So, s
med over Kate already. Meanwhile, I was nursing a
h girls. I usually avoided both, especially since his football teammates loved hit
hurt. But it did. Every time. Especially when his flings made out in front of me just to make me j
pain never
I heard his vo
ich meant... no flirting? No n
ir
ou're the one rushing me.
Xander. I'm just..
know just what'll m
that?" I asked, r
" he shoute
que
me some when I was mad at him-or when he needed a favor
he teased as I l
I said, smacki
groaned d
soooo matur
big favor, Kierra," he said, look
s was free," I joked. "
ask a girl o
hok
HA
t longer, and you'd finally date someone too. I was gonna try it
then... who?" I ask
fer,"
that, tears