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d with anger

tell who exactly m

r making her decision, I could

ad left. I have spent a reasonable part of my life with Val to know just the kind of woman she is. By t

ged - and not that

ge of going crazy with ang

events, and I was still yet to hear from anyone about

wanted to know that she was under no form o

f the thoughts in my head like a bloodhound, the vivid images that came freely

have noticed what was

pe, or worst still, the kind of woman who wil

and that she had nothing to worry about. That I

her down were useless. i lite

place I know she will even consider going, and she di

e burning pain in my chest, with the slow and uncontro

pect, but now I notice the way they look at me like I was a spoilt l

n bother to check who it was. The suffocating smell of weed and alcohol ha

ne drowning myself in all the hard stuff, but

club did so normally. If we were going to spend the rest of our lives together,

ealthy, and after all tha

ad but pretended to be oka

it cle

d to open the windows in my room, and the lights from o

he was pacing around my room trying to fix things like a good frien

hat I want? Go outside and see for yourself what the world i

is all I care

what you are

in the eye, and I wasn't surprised when he stared

a thing about how I have spent the past eighteen years of my life living in the arms of a woman I thought loved me the same way? Do you fucking know how it

before he could say a word, even though I doub

things in order. He is always my first and only confidant when it came to import

ad was still fuzzy with endless thoughts and my heart was not merry at al

ok into the business, it might actually be th

must have left a stack on my desk, it will take me a lo

t going to b

mpathy and understanding from my clients, and a pass for my recent failure in carrying o

e seat of lords that afternoon at a meeting he was supposed to chair, an

ess, and pa didn't

ut down business for four day

xplain at the table during the ne

fellows off-guard as they were definitely not expecting me, gi

each one of them, but I ignored

ht - my desk was sta

d and I they all dispersed

les on my desk while I waited for t

ne before. It felt just like the first time I addr

my heart thumped erratically like

one and had my back to the door

u? Suddenly got your cock replace with a fucking pussy? I aske

k trickled down my throat and consumed every

with me, then I see no reaso

nutes latter that I realized wh

en her, my heart and body