see Ryan again. Not ever
ng people back into your orbit, especi
ere movement was easier than stillness. Her apartment had begun to feel like a prison of unspoken thoughts and sleepless nights. She hadn't eaten properly in
and Madison, head down when a
ian
t her chest l
up, and th
ya
et when she was cold. His hair was a little messier, his eyes darker th
n't say
talk?"
No
pped closer. "Jus
and sharp. "So you can give me
but she didn't c
ut I can't just let us end like this. You
made excuses for you. I stood by you even when you were half-present and emotio
She had never spoken t
nt to hurt yo
you
between them, thi
p with her," he
caught. "So what
. It wasn't innocent. But it d
hollow. "You stopped i
dn't r
and realize it doesn't belong to you anymore? That someone else has taken y
talk to you anymore. It always felt like you were two st
ed you to grow up. I needed you to be a partner. But you resented
. "That's
I kept trying to become less j
eat pa
you," he w
be. In your way. But no
k, the hum of traffic filling th
ant to be," he said, his voice
f us I hoped for," she replie
rize the shape of her face, the sound of her v
ry, Liana
ve you. But that does
t to fi
u ca
she almost felt sorry for him. But sympathy wasn't
e you. But because I loved you more than you were willing to love yo
ned to w
fter her, "I
n her coat pocket, the
has t
she kept
dn't lo
er keys on the counter and exhaled for
was
ust a quiet, necessary end. The kind t
and reopened the document she had started the day after
s is
add
I mean
closed t
again. Ryan. She b
window, watching the late afternoon fade into twilight. Below her, people hurried along the s
And anger still simmer
: stillness. And beneath that stillnes