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e've been married for 12 years now. We literally bumped into each other at the school bookstore. He was so handsome, with chocolate brown hair and rich bedroom eyes, and charming I could barley get my name out. Chuckling, he asked me out for coffee and we've been together ever since. He even moved back to my small town with me after school, finding a job about a half hour away downtown. He knew how important it was f

of sleep my pregnant self got last night. Connor is my slow and steady little man, I've always called him an old soul and he has always shown emotional maturity for his age. Noah is walking trouble, bless his heart he's not malicious, I think honesty he just

inbow and heart patterns I can now buy. We are naming her Vivienne after my late mother and she should be here in about 9 weeks. It has been harder than I thought being pregnant with her, I miss my mom all the time but her not being here to do all these fun girly things has taken a

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my way to our room, stopping only to peek in at Connor who was thankfully resting again. Eric was still sou

u ok?"

ng off, do you want to check it?" I lazily

e last night i'll deal with them in a little bit" he

phone on silent if he wasn't planning on answering anytime soon. I grabbed it off the dresser where he had forgotten it last night. He didn't get in until around midnight and I was already up with Connor for the second time. Seeing the battery almost dead from

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ss, she's my soul-sister. My Hope. Maybe she needs to reach me? I checked my phone quickly to see if I had missed a call or something but no, n

at my door or a bunch of missed calls

messages, pictures and even a little homemade video or two splayed before me. I instantly feel sick rushing to the sink to vomit. The late nights, all the late night the past few months....LAST NIGHT. This cannot be happening. My Hope? E

d to talk with someone legally. When my mom passed away she left a trust that should have gone to Finn and I when we reached 25, given the circumstances it all came to me when I turned of age. Eric doesn't know how much is in it, I just told him that it was for a rainy day and that the kids wouldn't need much help to go to college. Truthfully with all the interest and the fact that I've never touched it, its well over 2 million now. I had planed to throw

ortunately he does not handle divorces. Using the contact info he gave me for a fr

fice how may I help you?" And entire

please, is she accepting new cl

you as early as tomorrow, would mo

answer to get the ball rolling. I'll have to send over some information as well later today. I'm starting to look over my shoul

ng?" I asked while feeling his foreh

m some very plain oatmeal and was pleased he ate it all. Just as he was moving to the couch Eric walked in the kitchen fresh from the shower. For a moment I froze. So much had changed between us just while he

d me. His still damp hair brushing my bare shoulder. Taking a dee

to confront him, or her for that matter. I have to figure out a way to tell Racheal and figure out how i'll distance myself without hurting her. I can't see how we can all be good after this as she's Hope's mom. Given that I can't talk to the attorney until tomorrow I decide to soak in my last normal day as a family, things are going to get mes

ht to myself, "wh