elle
like they were closing in, and the memories of Sam's infectious laugh echoed in my head-the way he'd get
tered everything. Two months since my little brother'the cab driver, my voice bare
inting the sky in violent shades of orange and crimson. It should have been beautiful. Instea
that was just the tears I couldn't seem to stop anymore. I found a piece of weathered driftwood away from the scat
rhythm. Like breathing. Like livin
playing on my phone - A thousand years by Jada Facer - that I
if I
quite approaching, giving me space to refuse - suggested he understood the fragility of someone seeking solitu
e driftwood. "You look like
horizon. For several minutes, we sat in comfortable silence, two stran
hadn't talked about Sam to anyone except the grief coun
d me. Then: "I'm sorry. That's..." He shook his
understanding-made me look at him mor
it slip through his fingers. I noticed his hands-strong bu
campus, in crowds. For just a second, my hear
" he said gently. "It's trying to protect u
the way he held himself. "You talk li
my mum sixteen years ag
ing the same type of wound. It felt like more than coincidence; it f
ground and scribbling something in the sand,
ck. "Something must have brou
ded, his voice fi
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s and distant traffic. I should have felt afraid, alone with a
aid, even though going back mean
ward his car. "I've got some in my car, and ho
elf-pity. But more than that, I felt this connection because he had passed through what I was battli
ing and brushing sand from his jean
shirt against him, showing how fit he was. Bu
rn parental lecture about stranger danger scream
l distance, or how he hadn't tried t
of being afraid when being
myself up from the driftwood, and we both star
d was the type of car
from another world-sleek, aggressive, expensive
worlds-me, a struggling college student, and him, someone who cou
it," I b
conscious. "Not exa
d of tech billion
essed the key fob as he opened the passenger
ter-soft leather interior and the dash
ing in?"
I realized I'd
ibly soft and smelled like expensive cologne and somet
f thinking that for the first time i
ybe this stranger with kind eyes was exactly the