isoned
enya
ation, pressing me six feet under. Tonight wasn't the beginning; it was the suffocating climax of a performance I'd endured since the courtiers fi
Majestic? Imposing? It felt like the inside of a gaping wound, raw and bleeding, while I sat dressed in its fi
of power. The air itself was a battlefield: roasted venison and duck fat clashing with cloying jasmine, rose, and patchouli, masking the de
Naïve. My hand tucked into Zevran Caelthorn's
was gon
orced, hollow thing. Zevran's answering smile was a razor – beautiful, cruel. Familiar. I used to crave it. I'd tho
queens. They do
chill. The bed was a chasm. I'd forgotten the sound of his true laughter, the kind that didn't
the se
goblet before me. His eyes flicked up. Not a glance. A despera
at. Firelight flickered as if chilled by an unseen gust. The air th
is
ty was ice
eens don't show fear. Not e
wine shimmered, dark as
ed coins. Oily, clinging to my tong
wisting through my veins. Vision blurred. The violins warped into discordant shrieks, drowned by o
y way. Why would he? I was stone on a
d. Legs trembled beneath heavy ski
Still,
then a terrifying drag. Still, head h
ot love. That ghost had died months ago, cho
t clamped shut
Hot. Silen
– I
e arterial spray across pale stone. Gasps ripped through
la
s burning inward. Pain flared in my hip. Cold invaded my fin
aw
n. St
ting for healers. Not
es met
een collapse and chaos – I searched his
etached. Like observing a cracked go
of pine and ash as someone knelt. Movement blurred – guards, healer's robes, Lady Alira's dram
ve. Couldn't
red, slowed. The rebe
inly veiled. I saw their minds churning. Que
ace. The chilling stilln
meetings where I was 'Colleague,' not wife. The echoing emptiness of our chambers. I loved the ghost of th
nce, obedience. Became the perfect queen, th
ant n
Loyalty. Power that bent and did
-wine scent filled my nose. Clarit
wasn't an
wn never held
was the c
danced. My lungs were infernos. Each
eartbeat and the next,
he pla
ulsed. Iron fl
ss mask. Mourning the laughing girl in the mirror with every unshed tear, ev
Hands: limp. E
fading, cold seeping into bone, I grasped
his
ife, I won't
h
th