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ept with
e wors
to do i
aster, plai
stroom looked like someone who was keeping it together with duct tape and caffeine. I
eard the voi
u o
s Jes
le. "Yeah, jus
u sure? You've seemed...
d. "It's
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h the new CEO," she said, ca
mh
nd
d w
as intimidating in
n. His mouth against my neck. The w
said quiet
and left it th
t she left, m
er. No strings. No p
reen. My thumb hov
:
can't stop thi
le idea. The worst kind of disaster
s alread
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er like he'd been born in shadows. When he stood, he di
you'd come,"
her w
awkward kind. This was like the rooftop again. That soft, cha
h you," I said finally,
ame," he said evenly
as when I walked
ed it ou
idn't say
ant to scar
"So you let me walk
n the same company, Mia. You
at him. "
"I don't chase women, Mia. I don't plot seductions. That night... it
er. My dress felt tighter. Every
"I don't sleep with people I don
kno
ould r
ead. "Do you th
know what
was the only thing wort
ou
ath hi
No expectations. Just... you. How
asy to fall back into the part of me that needed to be
t I expected,"
eit
-really laughed. He was quick, clever, fluent in sarcasm. He
idn't push. Didn't sugg
me outside into
o get home?
hink
and of hair behi
t before I could move, he
ia
oked
re scared. B
en he
sleep t
nxiety. Not even
omething in m
. Getting over Caleb. Repair
usting. Quietly. Elegantly. Wit
e wors
elt
go
deep in the
asn't
something that could u
wasn't sure I w
nce carving through my sleep like a scalpel. I hadn't dreamed-not really. Or if I had, it was all sensation. Fingers o
red had been cracked open in the night and now everything was raw. I got ready on autopilot. Clothe
d. The office buzzed around me in that typical muted chaos-phones ringing, heels clicking, s
ould fe
he floor, the air shifted. I
ithout a word. No glan
burn that curled up my spine
ed between us. Like I hadn't been naked under his hands two nights
dly I wanted t
I was un
g espresso shots and a conference call-but I barely registered it. I smiled, I nodded, I laughed at the
is how it's
expect
, three min
We're
o bother you when your
e. T
ng to do the r
s the wrong t
right now, locking the door, and f
he screen, pu
if I want
ecide if I'm a better ma
say to that. So I didn
irwell, clutching my phone like it was
t control. If I stayed, I wouldn't have to think. Wouldn't have to feel. Wouldn't have t