he kitchen to talk. I understood from the way

ms as she said this. "Do you think I

ing.' Yet I asked, before any

denly here is this new friend who's now your

my voice came out weak wh

tarted to get louder. "You wish to create feelings of jealousy

she lived abroad. Although I delivered the poor excuse of a lie clumsil

Cindy to remind her about a party for their mutual fri

fident after achieving success with Evelyn. My des

a couple. "The party would be enjoyable because yo

would force me to witness their entire night of shared laug

ning," I told her, pulling out my ph

invited her to have dinner and go dancing. S

ounded good but there was something in her eyes I couldn't read. "H

ently before I was off but she kissed me in response but there was somethi

dinner, chatting and laughing as if we were long friends. She was intelligent and witty and I found m

s to take her home before going to my house. When we got to her house, I helped her get inside her apartment. She offered me so

st, and we did for m

er she was drunk and I wouldn't want us

ped and a

ght and I also told her the same" "Of course I didn't tell her about the kissing part She came in few hours lat

e Other thing. It was mistake I hope it doesn't affect our friendship. "All my effort to explain to my girlfriend that nothing happened proved abort. She left my place in anger and She didn't pick my calls. I decided to let her calm down and go to her place after church. I

Then I touched female protection. We have never used protection and she knows

her but I believed it'd make sense to give her the benefit of the doubt. So I asked where she got the protection from. She told me it was from work. According to her, it was about a sensitization program

get to me, and I am happy to tell you that it worked. So please can you stop now "Of course I denied that I was using Evelyn to get to her, but I promised I would create a respectable boundary too. This is a good day... Finally, I can enjoy my relationship in peace. I was so happy. I needed to see Evelyn to let her know the situation of things. If I start to avoid her without an explanation, she would think it was because of

my body ran to the bed, he refused to be saved. "Oh son of Adam, why hath thou allow yourself to be pounded this way," my mind finally spoke. But it was too late... When we were done, I dressed up and left. I said to myself that it was time to stop and focus on my woman. I didn't block her, but I made sure she wasn't seeing my status and never ca

velyn called me. She said she was

? I thought to myself. I asked if she was okay and she said yes. I told her that I would see her soon. This is not something we can discuss on phone. After I hung up, I thought to myself again: