r quieter café meetings. He'd placed it in her palm with a simple, "Try this. Writing should feel like breathing." Since then, it
Not even during the slow hours in the library where she volunteered on weekend
about N
er crossed a line. He never touched her. But the way he looked at her when she read out loud-the still
physical
slower, deeper.
es, the hesitations. He noticed what others didn't. And Juliet wasn't sure if th
-
ifferent café-quieter, dimly lit, tucked between a f
place," he'd said. "You need somewhe
ould help or only make her more awa
y tousled, the top button of his shirt undone. He lo
told a diff
m him, sliding her la
e yet?" s
ng for
s she handed over the manu
y his brow creased when something didn't quite land. The sma
lly, setting the pages down. "There's a vul
ide-and something more
thout worrying w
rs. "Except you
ded with implication. Neith
I wrote it for
wrote it to b
flush crawling up her neck.
ack. "Yes. But most people don't ha
lways did, to literature. Juliet had been rereading The Bell Jar-partly for
, "about how being lonely doesn'
lation in a way few do. The way it curl
for a moment. "Do y
leep. When the house is too quiet. When I finish a good
he private, marrow-deep one. The kind that lingered even in c
pulled out her journal. "Do y
nd cover, then up at her. "Every day
e edge of the table. "You s
darkene
movin
thinking
e knew what was happening, what had been unfolding slowly, session after sessi
e noise of the city just beyond the
e making a mistake
voice steady. "I don't thi
it's
said. "It
-
ts-some sharp and poetic, others clumsy and overwrought. She wanted to impress him, an
he day, the door shut behind them. Nathaniel had offered her a dr
, hesitating on
. "I find it takes
ut the tension
his glass, the way he traced her sentences with one finger before commenting. When he leane
ing loneliness," he mur
live in it more
hen, slowly. Their
, voice low, care
kno
't move. Nei
re everything could have tipped. Where ev
lked to the window. His back
said quietly. "That
," she w
Not cold this tim
d her things.
es softer than she'd
to explain. I know where the lines are
ut waiting for
he exhaled into it, the fog o
She walked. Block after block. Through the dim-lit streets
d out her journal, she did
wr
't need labels. But t