erine'
d my husband and I aren't in love
No romance. No fairy tales. Just
o crumble. My mother was rushed t
iding back years I didn
e, I was
d always been just me and her. I was only twenty-one. Still in school. Working late-nigh
like a drowning woman. I begged for a loan. I offered anything
urned
g. I didn't even notice I'd stepped into the road until a blaring horn sn
expensive. The kind of ca
as racing rapidly,
k door
's when
Tailored suit. Cold eyes. There was some
tailored b
shar,p with a straight
yled in a sleek back with a few s
him with a loud thud sn
body tensed. I wanted to move, but I couldn
h and irritated, and my vision slightly blurred f
y from me, so close that I got a
on him, my hands
and I quickly dropped my
arrassembarrassment. A had seen me like thi
take a step, I felt the warmth of his ha
inst my skin, and I f
e broke. I sniffled, and a tear rolled down m
r from my face, tucking it carefully behind my ear. His touch was careful, alm
g in his voice that made my chest ache. No pity. Not
ason, that made
he's dying. The hospital bills are too high. I tried everything, the bank b
ng time. His thumb was s
steady as stone,
ust have heard
sn't insane. "A contract. You'll be my wife-public wife publicly; I'll cover
ed. "Why would
," he said simply. "An
-
o, and even JoKess sometimes. She tells me to have faith, to bel
e universe t
laric Bl
n I ma
ose last n
I bare
alas, dressed in gowns that cost more than I used to make in a year. Sometimes, he rests hi
me home, the i
youhouse. You'll it that. The place is beautiful, but it never feel
, and so does
sleeps at all. I don't know his favorite color. I don't know if he
f I'm invisible. Oth
ones, sometimes desperate. Once or twice, I swore I heard someone s
ask. What
esses. Or maybe it's somet
sore, and the soft carpet felt like relief. I tied my hair into a messy bun, strands sticking to my cheek. Th
want to
want to g
ock kno
. Imp
e room and opened the door."Elena," I
perfectly against her shoulders, every inch of her polished and perfect. She
e something dirty. Details for M
ld that usual condescension, the k
der with a qui
round and walked away, her h
ighter than necessary as I walked back to the bed and opened it. Lin
buzz
nst the nightstand. I
alle
ut it made my
y, pressing the phon
ine Sin
ped by some kind of fi
ed. "Who
the voice said. "Depends
zen, listening to the silence on the oth
te
phone," the
one away from my ear,
ph
lying in her hospital bed. Tube
gers trembled, and before I realized it, the file in my hand slipped to the floor. Pa
back to my ear, bare
?" My voice cracked. I was trying
aid, calm and cold. "I
art l
y
o survive. Trying to keep her mother alive. I swall
a few tasks for me. Refu
swaying. That sent
nce press down like a w
as. But all I could think about was my mom. How
ake up if I made
" the voice warned. "Fi
sharp with desperation. My lips
be
ts from where you are. Fifth aisle. Beneath one o
through the speaker. I flinched so hard I nearl
her's head if you're not there in t
ne wen
My hands were still shakin
isn't
was dangling by a thread-an
egs to move.
room. For a split
I tel
He wouldn't care. Not really. I was just a responsibi
ump in my throat
ng. My lungs burned from the cold air. I stumbled inside, pushing pa
he fifth aisl