1: A Dec
a's
d marble floor, my already trembling h
ierced through my eyes now and then, forc
t of exhaustion. My deep brown hair was a tangled mess. I staggered
eathe in some fresh air. The p
anding in my path. She shot me a scornful g
'm not the cause of your frustratio
nk
oed in my hea
nna Stone-of all peopl
pped foot in a club, who looked down on
sted voice had bec
ing to let
ing for her. I caught a glimpse of her outfi
d again, blindin
one hand. "Am I your only target?" I grumbl
d back up, s
're lucky. You would've s
my breath, I stagge
r hit my face, I let out a s
my existence, every miserable thoug
constant stream of pain, like
ant tree. Its leaves rustled softly, singing w
tired body sink into its wooden embra
ulp, only for my throat to burn in
pect from a ruined lif
-to lose myself in drunken bliss-but
cohol bring
I still so
illing into my chest like
ppiness, not really. But
a moment
en filled with mis
maybe I a
ver meant to b
nother, and before I knew it, I was crying like a child. The pain in my heart was too
n a mess since th
ied giving birth to me. And from th
We went broke. My siblings, who once attend
mber it all-being called a curse. The memory is sha
my 10th birthday, my en
d sent me down the street to b
umming my favorite tune. It was
pped through the doo
oo
di
le
ked the tiles. I stood frozen in horror. I'd never seen a dea
ands trembled, the balloons slipping from m
I heard
are
cold. The kind of voice
, his clothes drenched in bloo
ould know-he
lared in me. I lunged at him, my
to cry, hitting his thic
them? Why did yo
ing-just sho
them?" he growled,
him, my li
You already took everything
chest, invit
didn't
way and walked
ered before disapp
a sniffle, realizing the liqu
ng here, drinking
life seems worth living... mar
Path
n't just brea
tired of carrying your problems like I'm your father. Go ask your dead fam
e. The very things I trusted him wit
at wasn't
his weddi
of him ki
more worst. Photo
ot pat
as r
s. A burde
ies to help me
-living, breath
t's better
hould jus
i
ging everyone
me doesn't de
l be better o
ought, I staggered
e not too far off
n't ta
standing a
me reason.
xplicable smil
he world on
eady to go meet