shot, slamming against the wall s
olted into
ver hissed past my face-fast, slicing the air with a s
oo
d the breath from my lungs. Behind me, a smbedded a deep
e, absurdly calm for so
n-I hea
ning. He didn't panic. He was composed. Like he'd just
still on
stood in
ug, cruel. Then came the chuckle. Low and rough, like gravel dragged across pavement. "Be in my room tonig
d and slammed the door behind him-so viol
sil
ears rang. My pulse was wild in my neck. My kne
ss swallowed me whole. I stared at t
was m
I hea
hest. I bolted upright, breath fractured. "I-I'm co
wasn'
s Ric
s
oor behind him with careful hands.
s were
ing more dangerous. Something
st steadied me. His hands warm on my arms.Did he...?" He looked at the
. My eye
r. He looked down at me, and for the first time,
thing," he said. His v
ed out a small glass vial. The liqu
ing it gently in my palm.I
"Before you go to him. It'll kno
ed. "What if i
id, eyes steady.
r in my mouth. Like tasting a
him. "Why are y
gaze flicked awa
ore than I should. And because if he hur
lt charged. Heavy.Then, he reached up and brushed a stra
fe tonight,"
, closing the door
tle, my heart thudding-not from fear
ing li
ot
ront of the mirror, my hands unsteady as I dabbed perfume along
for seduction. For armor
ng through water-slow, heavy, but delibera
rawled on the bed, eyes clo
open. Hunger flar
already reac
d sweetly. "Let'
ever smiled when I was scared.You can get it yours
y voice. J
! Bring
pa
foots
. Richard enter
silent exchange. Then he handed me
uid garnet.He took his and drank in greedy gulps. I bare
t the wine into the sink. My hands shook. I rin
I saw a strange
was already on the b
it halfway bef
Weigh
mething
ts slowed.T
ht, falling off the bed
oor o
ch
ke he'd been waiting for the exact moment
beside me, and-without aski
ot from pai
iness. Th
is shirt with
father lying on the fl
was in his ey
ething mor
sure I was
't sure I wante