pt walking. Every step took her farther from the nightmare, farther from the image of Jayden and her b
him. The thud of hi
reathless, almost frantic. "Ma
he kept walking, faster now, hoping he wouldn't catch up, but h
was desperate. She could hear it. "Please, just let me explai
happen?" Her voice was tight, barely holding together. "You were in bed with her
arted, but sh
this. I trusted you. I thought..." Her words choked in her throat, her ey
cond, but it was gone as quickly as it
. "You didn't think about how it would feel to me? To see you in bed with
tears kept coming. "I waited for you. I waited. I thought... I thought that would mea
he stepped back, putting some distance between them. "Maya, please, don
above a whisper. "You don't get to s
d, almost like he was speaking through gritted teeth. "Maya, it's your fault, okay? You're the on
ap. "What...? Are you seriou
is position. You think I'm just going to wait forever? You think I'm some kind of saint? It's n
t he was saying. "You really think I made you do thi
t it, Maya. You were so fixated on this idea of us, this perfect thing, but who does tha
able. I can't believe you're saying this. I loved you
s up. "You made it impossible. You pushed me away
. I didn't push you away. I wanted to build something with y
you, but you have to understand. I couldn't wait forever. Nobody would
made it," she repeated, barely above a whisper. "You made it
come. He closed it again, and for a moment, the only sound was
im any longer. "I'm done. I'm done with
another word, she tu
forward even though she didn't want to move. The world around her cars, people, the noise of the city seemed like it belonged to someo
your
ade me
does
e not enough. You should've been different. But even though she knew it wasn't her fault, th
even hear th
ng was numb, and the
The car was so close, she could almost feel it. Time slow
going to
d, the car jerking to a stop just inches from her. Maya's hear
is face pale. "Is she okay? Is she a
ice barely there. "I'm fine." But her words felt hollow. The fear was st
aya just stood there, frozen for a moment, the world still moving around her.
e last. She barely noticed the time passing, the streets, the peop
s' voices floated in from the kitchen. They were hap
d it go? Did y
she was moving through mud, each step so slow, so distant. Her eyes staye
ace glowing with that warmth Maya used to find comfortin
dy moved without her thinking, dropping he
y from them, away from ever
m door behind her and
en it h
e, and she cou
quiet room. The hurt, the anger, the frustration,it all came flooding out in a rush, like a dam
't. She couldn't make the world stop spinning. She couldn't make herself stop fe