Beg For Me To Take You Back

s groveling for Ha

nd decided to stop loving him

over my head. The crimson liquid stained my world. He smirked

n. I didn't even spare him a glance. "Kneel and be

nd dated me because he wanted to kill me and ruin everyth

ower, a girl who acted like a servile door

ately, i

you going to watch him?" A classmate called ou

aised the bottle of water in

ould surely go. S

what's wrong with Claire?

I arrived, Harlan was taking a break

e ground. Then he gave me a cold glance and a mocking smile.

ful smile, I frowned slightly and

bottle. Then I unscrewed the cap a

e looked back at me while raising his eyebrows. "You're ju

my eyes. Harlan humiliated me, and

d he h

winter. There was no heating in the classroom,

aught a cold. My head throbbed painfully, and m

nded me a cup

all, and his hair contrasted with his delicate skin. H

by the gentle allure of his long lashes. My heart skipped a beat,

he was

omance novel, I ran into him again the ne

but I still sli

ld onto the nearby wall to steady myself. Bu

gave up, sitting on

ng school, I heard a voice. "Isn't th

up and saw Harlan through the fog. He was crouching in fro

rly see the gentle warmth in his ey

ut I couldn't quite figure it out. I ch

t I wouldn't chase after the moon and

me while I struggled in the mud, desperately s

fore I could respond a

I had been so obedient back then tha

ed back then. Now I only remembered his dry, c

ung at t

onment or Harlan's beautiful, gentle eyes, I fell for hi

and left Brightmoor, the city where I had stayed

accept the sudden changes- transferring schools, the

one who warmed me

bit of warmth, I love

I poured all my love into him

roblems that I cannot solve. He ta

ure my water bottle is never empty. He let me sit on the back of his bi

en just a little. But I forgot that

r bottle and charged his hand warmer. I said I was upse

d me, but I naively believed that h

t me, as he was afraid of embarrassing me. So he said y

normal guy wouldn't agree to

tatic, like a gambler who

yone that I had caught the

k I must have been out of my mind,

y-run shop famous for its fresh doughnuts

cross town to the western part of the city to buy those doughnuts. Then, I s

t he never even ate them. He had either tossed them strai

w the doughnuts away on purpose to make sure I saw h

online. I cherished it like it was my most precious and carefully brought it t

amp against me. The eggshell shattered

d?" His voice was cold and merciless. I saw the malice and h

n my face. It felt like an invisible ha

art shattered into

that he didn't like me,

what to say. That was the moment I finally understood that I wasn't special to

a cake and, despite every

handed it to the girl I h

meone else. I wanted to lose my temper and te

didn't

ly dump me. I thought of all the harsh words

Harlan and me. He didn't care about me at all. It was ju

e me. He hate

it out. I didn't w

not made of stone and always believed that one day he'd notic

his fragile, one-sided relationship alive. But I

yer. In our senior year, he even won a gold medal in the national math competition

life. I knew that, but I didn't want to bel

top university, he left school. His family situatio

ious gambler, leaving

o work part-t

here. With his good looks, many were eager to pa

woman from one of the most influential families in the region fel

he worked, he would occasion

followed him, and tha

er to meet me on purpose. He orchestrated ever

n the sky, while he saw me as dirt on the groun

his supposed girlfriend, I n

red some thugs and

, they cornered me in an alle

so much. Of cou

ike you if I leave hi

o Harlan, my t

into a rage and slappe

her sharp nails lef

e wall over and over. They laughed shrilly and called me

rlan would n

as radiant and gentle. Ho

thought it

t dizzy, but I was stubborn

He was my moon. He

n they saw I wouldn't gi

nd said that if I told Harlan about that, she couldn't guarante

when it came to Harlan,

ice force to look into that woman. Then I learned tha

r, who had tried to assault her. The gr

really carry out her threats. Her we

nt. That petty bullying wouldn't

college entrance exams were approaching. Once Ha

or me, with the excuse that I needed