nd ocean below. The soft hum of the engines and gentle aroma of fresh
mind as we soared away from America – away from heartache,
mer day. I felt free. Finally free. The gentle turbulence caused my seat
e from the suffocating grip of my family's expectations. If I knew
ow, overshadowed by my desire for fr
ege (Ivy League, of course), the right career (law or medicine), and t
or art, living abroad, and discovering myself. Plans that were co
ad of pre-law still echoed in my mind. I remembered the day I told her – her f
l ached from the memory, but excitement for Italy's artistic heritage distracted me
raduation also haunted me. He had envisioned me as his partner, taking over the family busi
thy, handsome, and boring – had always ended
ed in awkward silence and my parents' frustration. I recalled one man in particular, Al
down the minutes until the evening ended. My parents would ask afterwards, "What didn't you like a
my mind – Ryan's. The one w
re so ungrateful, Hazel. My family loves you, and
vating smile, piercing blue eyes, and a quick wit that drew
ure," and suggest I focus on more "practical" pursuits. He would monit
ictating my wardrobe choices to fit
uffocated my soul. I was like a puppet in their gam
st lost myself in that toxic relationship, almost
y – to leave behind the man, my parents' expe
surrounded by rolling hills, charming villages, and vineyards that seemed to stretch on forever. I would redi
pped a beat – a reminder of the uncertain
g to get m