acing down the school corridor to catch my best friend Kelly before the

sharply, books in ha

ou have next?" She asked a

ng to run home and grab my stuff and I can be at yours at 4?" My e

't know why you don't just move in with me. My family l

amily with all the trimmings. Her mum was sweet and kind and oh so motherly. Her dad was cheeky and funny with his giant mustache

't going to sleep at Noah's?" she gave me a cheeky wink. I had already tol

are rooms for the night. Noah's parents are having

at is nice of Barbie! Perhaps s

is obsessed with looks and materialistic shit, but she was brought up

s that I had saved up for weeks for, sexy matching lace underwear, my make-up, heels, toothbrush, straighteners

. I thundered down the stairs as fast as my little legs could take me and grabbed my phone and keys from the sid

y mum?" I as

and haggard skin told the truth. She used to be so full of life. So vibrant. No

ve fun darling," she smiled at me

ht," I lied. She didn't need t

turned and walked back into the kitchen. I sighed.

having more fun than I had ever had

that it felt like you were walking through a maze of different vi

veryone seemed to be hot boxing and smoking weed. And then the main room and an open-plan kitchen w

ok?" Nate whispered in my ear as his h

ggled before taking a sip of

omach flutter. Turning in his arms, I stared into his beautiful eyes and ran my hand through his

e side and smiled seductively. The alcohol was giving me some Dutch courag

ur tongues danced together as the intense need to have his hands explore my

y hand in his and led me up the

to push past the couples who were eating each other's faces on the landing and the gi

ding of my heart in my ears. I stepped towards him and started to unbutton his shirt, my eyes flicking up at his now and

ed to feel the passion. The 'I need you now' feeling that I read about in books. I grabbed the nape of his neck and pulled him down to

over my underwear and I gripped his shoulders tighter. We had tried everything else and I was eager t

eaving me only in my new lacy underwear set I bought especially for this occasion. He removed his trousers and b

ched himself into me and the feeling felt so overwhelming. I felt so full, and it hurt.

odded. His face scrunched up in pleasure as he pushed himself a little

ther. But he did. And then he was completely inside me. I cried out at the pain, but as he slowly p

s, and my chest swelled with pride. I wasn't even doi

ving in and out of me, started to make my body tense most deliciously. I closed my eyes and got lost

ide eyes that were laced with fear. His face was slowly turnin

ho loomed over us, his face almost unrecogn

n. My eyes widened and I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. I had lost all ability to do anything.

ood started running down his back onto the bed. I looked up

snarled, before turning and fleein

reality hit me